starryeyed

2006-11-10T03:42:00.000-08:00

www.golden-glory.blogspot.com

2006-10-28T03:36:00.000-07:00

today is a boring shit day.
haha. after MONDAY.
yes i m so looking forward !

& RACHEL CHAN i'm so not going to do tht dumb quiz.
at least not now.
haha NEHNEH :]
tht idiot.
she threw her stupid heavy ugly phone & it hit my chin ystd !!
FOR NOTHING?
i was just lying on rebeccas sofa about to sleep then she suddenly attacked me .
damn pain la :'(
thats not all. while she was about to go home,
at the busstop and rebecca about to go for her yewtee CO
and running late already.
she suddenly realised she left her wallet at rebeccas house so we 3 had to run back & get it ! okay , maybe only rebecca ran up to get it.
but still , THEN while rebecca was frantically looking for it
cos it wasnt on the table or anything,
she decided to check her bag again.
& tadah
HAHAHAHA.
so it suddenly grew legs and jumped into your bag right.
dumb woman ! ! !
but being the ever-so-nice me. ( dont give me tht stupid face ah !)
i shall forgive you la.

& estbra
i bet you didnt study much at home ystd right.
haha. i didnt buy ANYTHING ystd :(
dont need jealous.
blah :]

haha.
this is turning into a shoutout.

i shall continue !

PAN
i was just reading through my saved items last night.
and i realised like 40 % ( i calculated okay, really really)
of it was filled with your messages.
thank you so much for everything.
and the bolster you gave me is sitting safely on my bed ! y
ou're like one of the few i can tell stuff to and i love you alot! :]
out soon !

RAHRAHmonster
haha. i havent called you tht for so long.
i just wanna say although we dont talk as much nowadays,
but you're another few one i can talk to .
one of my most cherished friends !
i love you !

_________
we've been friends so long,
but i still feel like i dont know you.
thts pretty sad.
its tiring how our friendship blows hot and cold
over and over.
you've changed tremendously
and i cant say i really like the new you.
but wth.
it doesnt matter to you anyway does it .

shit.
this is turning emo.
haha.
i dont want to continue already .
good luck for next monday people !

i m anticipating the arrival of the strawberry milktea my mummy promised to buy !
: D

2006-10-19T20:57:00.000-07:00

i m at home now.
my nose is really like a tap !
flows and flows .
cant turn it off.
i used like 6 packets of tissue in school yesterday !
haha. all generously donated from different people
and my throat hurts !
really damn horrible to fall ill.
& i found out there was no more panadol left last night.
wow, haha.
so my mummy drove to the nearest petrol kiosk at like close to midnight
just to buy panadol for me.
so touched. :]
& i m missing training once again today.
i havent trained for like abcd weeks already.
guilty guilty.

my eoys results are out.
pretty much screwed up everything.
except history.
really felt like a super failure.
geog & amaths were the most disappointing.
but
thank you elaine, celeste & the rest
for attempting to tell jokes to cheer me up.
haha. it did work actually.
and shanshan! for giving me her stolen twisties.
yeah.

i cant believe 2006 is coming to an end so soon.
and next year,
i'll be taking my Os..
my brother will be going for NS.
(byebye.)
i'll most probably be moving house.

:/
cherish the remaining months of 2006.

2006-10-13T07:48:00.000-07:00

You might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year ,
don't talk that often the next,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

this pretty much reminds me of you.
& all we had.

2006-10-11T17:49:00.000-07:00

mos study session(failure)
& zhong qui jie celebration.

whos extra hand ?!

estbra & jerm :]

<3>

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYIN !

happy birthday jasape :]

PS. you're rather ahem, heavy.

haha. i should be in school now.

but i woke up and my eye was red and swollen.. so my mummy told me to stay at home.

yep. maybe cos i spent the whole day with lydia yesterday. thats why eye sore.

kidding kidding. haha. stupid leezhiwei , WE CALLED YOU A MILLION TIMES YSTD.

super uncontactable, tht woman.

actually i m glad i didnt go to schl today, at least a little.

i've been feeling so tired these days . i dont know why ?

like when i m out just feel like going home and sleep and sleep and sleeep.

pig.

2006-10-06T01:14:00.000-07:00

YAAYYYYYYYYYYYY

geog is over , like phewwwwwwwwwww
i was so stressed up before the exam !
walked to schl with becca today then
met ben , estbra and we studied at macs together at like, 8am ?
haha. i think i drank like 4 cups of icetea today you know.
i m like so gonna die of tea-poisoning .
bye. haha. plus the tea from ystd morn.
= 8 cups + - ?
& i kept spilling things!
first was the sugar then tea on rebeccas wallet & estbras earpiece,
& ystd i spilt maple syrup on bens wallet. hahaha.
all not on purpose okay !

estbra, rebecca and rachel chan
those three dumb asses came to my house everyday aftr schl to mug (:
our mahjong table and naps and laughing at the dumb things the 987 DJs say.
yes.
and ben ! for her messages and calls and retardedness.
i love all of you !

and not forgetting my kor and our cheers
haha.

PS.i wrote this on the 6th,

but didnt publish it.

and today is the 11th !

going to meet lydia liao in an hours time.

i think i m going to be late.

opps.

GET WELL SOON LEEZHIWEIIII

2006-09-25T19:55:00.000-07:00

whats the name of the game we're playing
but everytime when i think we're winning,
you roll the dice & take a slide,
right back to the 1 from 99

its been like this so many, too many times.
and im too bothered to bother anymore.

ANYWAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY APEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :]
haha. sweet 15. I LOVE YOU ALOT.
my card is so nice right !
you better keep it well.
i still have you piggie card you gave me last yr.
:D yes, i think you'll have a pleasant surprise today !
cant wait for recesss.
haha. me and shanshan are gonna give her the giant elmo balloon !
and a kiss on her cheek. ( dont be jealous, everybody. )
i took great pains and face to bring it home and to school okay.
and me and benben were playing with it in class aftr morning assembly,
she was being so retarded! she was singing the national anthem while raising the balloon.
so i wanted to protect it from her and the string got loose and it flew up to the fan !!!
luckily some smart people from the front helped off the fan.
if not elmo would be dead by now. >: l
then i had to stand on a chair on the table to get it down.

exams in two days time.
& i ve been going to study with estbra alot alot.
like 3/4 of the times i go out to study, i go with her.
& her birthday was on sunday !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTBRA

my fantabulous sitting partner.
haha. we have dumb fights everyday la.

okay okay . off to recess.
haha.
work hard everybody :]
"jia you jia you you can do it ! "
me and yibins encouraging cheer. :]

2006-09-07T04:12:00.000-07:00

2J CLASS CHALET 06 !

our sandcastle

their sandcastle.

(see why they won now ?)
my beloved clique

EAST COAST BEACH.

I LOVE CHEESY SAUSAGES AND CHERMS :]

hm. guess who? :]

YUMSENGG
I LOVE 2J.
ALOT.
goodnight.

good morning? i just woke up. haha

kindergarden mates !

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2006-09-05T07:44:00.000-07:00

i m like feeling so down now.
i dont know why either because i dont think i've anything to be down about,
well except maybe my results. but i pretty much am over it cos i know i deserved it . i didnt work hard enough & so this is what i got. although i didnt expect it to be tht bad. i'm trying to study nowadays, but i cant get focused, its frustrating. i just feel so.. energy-less., not in the mood for anything. days pass so quickly. its like, i hardly even feel it. i'm like, not living? i dont know. this sucks. i m sorry if i m not replying on MSN now, or to sms-s cause i'm just not in the mood for conversation right now. i'll be fine tmwr, after a good nights sleep.

2006-09-04T05:24:00.000-07:00

310806 & 010906 & 20906
this three days are like the best days i've ever had in , a long while : D
310806 ,
with my beloved L FAM.
haha. i was like so high during the teachers day celebration.
went back to ATS after tht.
i dont know wht i did there also.
just walked all over the place ,
and played bball for like,,,, 5 mins ?
haha. actually, we were just shooting hoops.
surprisingly quite alot of people went back.
esp the 6b guys. haha.
after tht, the Lfam, went j8 ,
ate lunch shared chicken rice with the threeofus.
haha. & we watched this DAMN lame & a bit scary but rather funny movie: MONSTER HOUSE..
walked arounddd , the guys left and it was the threeofus again.
haha. we just talkedd like super alot,
got bubble tea then went to the playground at weis house.
it was wet cos it rained so we sat at this little shelter thing & just sat there & chatted till 9 plus. we got a new song ! yay. haha.
yes, i dont careee. we must get into the same jc ! so i can see you all everydayyyyy : D haha. I LOVEEE LYDIA AND ZHIWEI. <3

ONE BIG CHUNK MISSING. SHIT. I VERY LAZY UPDATE. haha. i'll update soon !
(ps, cherms & ape were dancing the parapara thing w/o their AHEMS. ) haha. when we came back the gate was closeddddddd so we couldnt get in ! so exciting la. all of us climbed through this hole in the fence & went in. i think i slept at like.. 4? i dont know. haha. i woke up at 7 plus. & cherms made me take photos with her la. fastforward. went for breakfast at macs . everyone was tired. & it was such a long walk to the busstop. took 13 to j8 and we played games on the bus. in the end everyone ended up napping. then me, cherms and isa went to buy bubble tea, and to the new bishan library ! haha. we had fun exploring the whole place & all. i FINALLY reached home at 3 plus. hurry shower change then plonked on the bed and sleep. when i woke up, it was 440 ! abit my tuition starts at 430 ? haha. thankyou kmy for waiting for me :D i was so tired the whole time. went for dinner came back & was about to sleep , then keithleo called. & i was forced to conference with lydia yuzhi and him la. was like half asleep talking to them & they didnt allow me to sleep. haha. so in the end, i slept at 2.15 !
this is such a long post. haha.
conclusion, I LOVE 2 JUSTICE, AND I LOVE MY L FAM : D
MWAHS.
haha.

2006-08-28T05:37:00.000-07:00

i havent updated for so long.
haha. i also dont know why.
blahs.
MY HANDPHONE HAS GONE MAD.
i cant press 2 !
means i cant type out a b or c.
so annoying and frustrating.
haha. but its okay, i have my own secret code of messaging.
friday marked the end of my enthu and attentive streak during lessons.
i went back to being unattentive again today.
sitting at the back is so not good.
its gonna be holidays soon !
but i dont feel very excited.
we've to go back to school during the first 3 days of holidays for lessons!
a whole day of lessons from 730 to 2 !!
2 HOURS OF GEOG AND 2 HOURS OF HISTORYYYYYYYYYY
i m just gonna die ):
nvm, i shall look forward to thurday !
haha. going back to aitong :D
jasape and wanyi are tagging along with us.
and apey can go visit the koi pond to make another wish with another coin. haha. going out with LFAM after that. i miss them so much . and i'm looking forward to seeing them again. <3

PAN: yes, thanks for trusting me and letting me trust you. i'm glad i have you. not only cos of today, but for all the sweet MMSs and messages you've sent me , letting me know you care. i promise, i'll be there for you too.

2006-07-26T19:44:00.000-07:00

i guess they see something in you that i dont. & i dont think i ever will.

physics spa ystd . quite a disaster. i thought an hour would be more than enough ? but. it wasnt . i kept looking at the clock and my hands were like shivering and sweating in the last ten minutes cos i was damn scared and frustrated. felt like crying la. but , tht was ystd. i m fine now. haha. and i was so stressed ystd can. i found out there was ting xie and ying yong wen test. 20 cheng yus la. i only managed to rmbr like 16? haha. the other 4 i left them blank. and right after chinese was physics spa. and estbra was so lame la. aftr spa i ate lunch with her benben and chan. then she went like , "so are you feeling cleaner?" , " you just went for a spa what, right." felt like punching her can. haha. so lame. Xp training was good. i liked training ystd. although it was a little tiring, but i had fun anyway. haha. i m going out with PAN after school today (: we decided to be good students and do some studying ? haha. i need the time, considering i have chem, maths and geog test next week, and i m leaving for bintan on thursday. sports trip (:
cant wait ! it sounds fun? haha. and pan asked me not to go for sports trip ? tht idiot. haha. she cant handle 3 days without me . <3

2006-07-24T19:36:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY.
i met JOANNE in somerset. it felt really good and nice to see her again. realised how much i missed her. but although we only had a short talk in train , i'm glad we still talked. tuitiion was alright. meiying and i have decided to prove MR YEE wrong and NOT be the last to finish our work next week. haha. and meiying is sad cos my earpiece is spoilt . i spilt smth on it. haha. so now only one side of it works. but anyway, she can hear it from where she's sitting cos its quite loud . i dug up my drawer of letters at night too. mostly from my P4 days. i still keep all of them la. they're really precious to me. i think i 'll nv bear to throw them away, ever. it just brings back so much memories. you know my email, jerm5618. haha. i know it sounds dumb but i made it when i was in P4 . and at tht time i had 2 bestfriends, joanne and valerie. joanne's register number was 5 . mine was 6 and vals was 18, and so 5618 (: the 5618 has a meaning to it. i think, i'd give anything to relive one day of primary school . but since tht can nv happen, i shall be contented with my life now. where i have my lfam , hubby, mapleclique and flinstones fam (:
<3

2006-07-17T06:49:00.000-07:00

i'm made to do this by chan. haha. i think doing quizes are quite interesting anyway,
Three Names You Go By : Jerm. Hamster. Pebbles :]
Three Parts of Your Heritage : same ans as chan, HUH?
Three Things That Scare You: insects , my depressed moments, my father suddenly shouting my name.
Three of Your Everyday Essentials: handphone, music, wallet
Three Things You're Wearing Now: shirt shorts bra
Three of Your Favourite Bands or Musical Artists at the moment:
i dont know. :/
Three of Your Favourite Songs at the moment: where'd you go, san guo lian, bei dou xing
Three Things You Want In A Relationship (other than love) : truthfulness, a refuge, love.
Two Truths and A Lie : i cant live w/o tissue, i like nights better than days, i love physics.
Three Physical Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You: character, humour, arms.
Three of Your Favourite Hobbies: hockey,
Three Foods You Cannot Do Without: chocolate! (esp kinderbueno) orange bowl , wanton mee. :]
Three Things You Want Really Badly Right Now : the samsung YPZ5F MP3 PLAYER ! my grades to improve, to watch the next episode of LOST.
Three Places You Want To Go To On Vacation: paris, korea, australia
Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die : enjoy life.
hree People I Would Like To See Take This Quiz : ANYONEEE :/

2006-07-17T05:41:00.000-07:00

2AM AND THE RAIN IS FALLING.
you know the only love song. yes, haha. i had to sleep at like 130 am ystd thanks to it, cos some dumb person (pan) wanted to see if it'd rain at 2 am last night. and also because i really couldnt get to sleep either. so i was messaging her and ______ . haha. and in the end we didnt go and watch potc today ! ): and we didnt go town to buy her pencilcase or bottle either. haha. PAN, YOU IDIOTTTTTTTT ! :] nvm, i m going to watch it with PX tmwr ! haha. px is a very dumb and silly girl. she did so many funnily dumb stuff today. she even got "lost in her own territory" as quoted by her. and i had to talk to her until she finally reached home. sacrifaced my 7PM show for her la.
anyway, i wasnt really very tired today. but yibin said i looked disarrayed when he saw me in the morn ? lol. maybe just alittle ! and i found out this morning during assembly tht there was mo xie right after tht . i totally forgot about it!!! and i didnt study at all la. haha. luckily estbra reminded me. and chan brought the passage down. so i spent the entire assembly trying to memorise the 2 paragraphs. i thinkmy memory is quite good know. haha. cos i could do mo xie :] just some wrong words here and there. haha. chinese listening after sch was alright , quite easy actually. yes, time passed quite fast today.

i'm glad our cold war has ended.
and thankyou for the earrings.
<3

school was great today (:

2006-07-10T06:13:00.000-07:00

i was happy and smiling in the morning because of PANXINYI s message. yes, it did sort of make my day. THANK YOUUU !<3>:< haha. i keep drawing SUPERMAN to alot of people nowadays. and val said it was UGLY. ah ): haha. i think its quite cute what. talking about cute, mr gan was damn cute and funny today ! but i still dont like physics! BUT todays lesson was quite enjoyable. me and chan were writing lame stuff all over.
source: CHANS blog.
mr gan is super funny today. he asked us the definition of inertia. then we read it out to him la.
mrgan: whoa, all of ur so good. see i dont need to teach yall, then yall also know.
vivien: erm. not we good, mr gan. is u pro! u flashed the answer on the screen behind u, then u still ask us the definition.
haha, super funny lah. then got this cartoon picture of a teacher that looks exactly like him! haha, high pants. thick frammed specs. and balding hair! :D its like a caricature of him! so cute!
then stupid jerm was beside me all the time, scribbling on my diary and god knows what! she and her SUPERMAN! haha. but at least i didnt fall asleep! :D
& i realised that val have very artistic talent! haha, she drew empress cixi to perfection! haha, except the dragon which turn out somewhat in between a worm and a snake. haha. super cute lah! then i and jerm brainstorm for the answers! we so guai right! haha, its like the ever first time i listened to history. okay, not rlly the first time. but first in a long long time. yeah. maybe if ms low uses this method more often, ill be able to pay attention! :D

free period was spent trying to wait for tht stuuupidd song tht me and celeste wanted to hear to load from youtube and baidu. haha. "FLYYY " and yushi slept and had a super funny dream.
what cat and grasshopper and celeste wrestling with a panda. everybody was laughing at it la.

cherms brought her kindergarden pictures the other day. and we found so many ats people who were from the same class as her ! haha
cherms is the one blowing the cake on the right and who looks like a BIG fishball. then the guy beside her is YANWEI ! hahaha. so cute la his face. then the one on the left is.. weixiang? or smth. i forgot la.

theres no tests this week.
haha. yay :]

i guess you'll never know how jealous i am of you and you .

2006-07-07T19:39:00.000-07:00

my mood goes up and down and up and down.
moodswings ?
i guess so. one moment life sucks and the other moment life is good.

anyway, i had fun with cherms , juu and jasape ystd (:
and i can always talk to cherm about tht thing.
haha. you tell me yours and i tell you mine
i love them.

2006-07-05T03:42:00.000-07:00

chinese o levels over. no comments la.
but i was rather disappointed.
and realllyyyy nervous. :/ but i m not going to think about it anymore.
haha. i was talking to shanshan on the phone in chinese for an hour and a half last night la. quite interesting to talk in chinese actually. after oral went with estbra and chan to eat MACS. i realised how much i miss my cheeseburger. i used to eat it alot. then we walked to this playground nearby and took some dumb videos. haha. and i met this cute kid ! kids are cute . yes, reminds me of the bunch of friendly kids the threeeofus played with during the youth gone wild concert day. i had alot of fun with them and they wanted us to go back and play with them. lydia promised to come back the next day at 8 . but turned out she had church. and me and wei couldnt make it either. i wish i had neighbours like that ! then i'd go out and play with them everyday. :]

the heaviness of my heart

2006-07-04T05:20:00.000-07:00

will you please please please buck up jerm .
you are like super useless and lazy.
i hate you like this.
i think i was most hard working in P5.
haha. if i didnt remember wrongly
or was it P4.
that was like EONS ago.
haha. i learnt tht word from yibin.
ah ): feeling so demoralised.
i shall do well for my geog test .
i will studyyyyyyyyyyy VERY HARD.
I WILLLLLLL.
O LEVEL oral tmwr.
i'm scared.
practised with shanshan while having lunch today.
WANTON MEE AND PRATA (:
2 of my most favorite foods.
oh well, i have cat highs oral notes !
i think the notes are very good and useful.
thankyou jingyi.
okay.
off i am to study, to be a better student.

I WANT TO PASS PHYSICS.

lost without you.

2006-06-28T03:06:00.000-07:00

i've been slacking at home for the whole day, too lazy and tired to go out. haha. was supposed to meet shanshan at 1030. but at 1020 i was still lying in bed. couldnt get up. i'm sure she was too la ! so we decided to meet at 12. but in the end, i just ended up watching tv the whole morning and afternoon. and shanshan couldnt make it in the end. then i decided i should do some work and study for the amaths test on friday. but i couldnt resist the com. and then i couldnt get off. so at 6 pm now, i'm still in front of the com, without doing any work i've been watching videos off youtube the whole day. this is so annoying. but they're entertaining and it makes me laugh! ah.wheres my self-discipline? like i ever had tht. haha. and i'm sorry ju ! haha. i really dont feel like going out. i'll watch just my luck with you some other day (:
jubilate ystd. haha. went to far east flora to get flowers with shanshan. i love that place so much ! the flowers are so so so so damn pretty. we took alot of pictures of the flowers and us. and when i saw the many different colours of roses : white yellow purple pink deep blood red orange .. heartmelted. haha. we took a long long time to choose the colour of the roses we wanted to buy. i just wanted to get the whole lot of them. but, its not like i print money, so we choose the purple one in the end. the sad thing is, they dont last very long: the roses and flowers tht i put in the vase last night have already started to wither. ): but they're so nice to look. its shanshans new fav place. haha. she said she'll go there when ever shes feeling down. we finally left the florist because we were freezing cold. then took a bus down to plaza sing. haha. the chicken rice at the foodcourt is damn good. i love it la. i love chicken rice. haha. had a satisfying meal (: after tht, wanyi and eri came to meet us. and eri is soooo dumb . haha. she forgot to bring her ticket. we were so worried tht she wouldnt be able to get in ! in the end, they didnt even check the tickets. haha. concert was fine, but i know the choir people were quite sad and angry tht they couldnt perform their encore song. i shouted encore 4 times ! but cos it was alr overtime, so they couldnt. and i think char did well ystd . we hanged around the place for a super long time after tht. i cant even remember what we were doing. i think we were the last group to leave. haha. so after the concert, cherms ape linwei meiying shanshan eri wanyi and me went home tgtr ! we wanted to go for prata opposite my house. but, cos we overshot our ps busstop by dno how many stops, and at like 1145 we were still at novena there waiting to change bus, and we gave up 4 buses to wait for jasapes bus to come, we reached the prata shop at 12 plus. and it was CLOSE ! argh. so i decided to go home cos i thought my my mum would start scolding.while shanshan eri and cherms went to the 24 h prata at cherms house there to eat. haha. and wanyi and meiyings parents fetched them home. reached home and my mum wasnt mad. i thought she was. but she wasnt. haha.
it felt like holidays again ystd. plus theres no school today. haiz. i cant believe the june holidays are over. 4 weeks of holidays! its not tht i hate school or anything.. but i dont like TESTS lessons hw studying listening in class new teachers projects ETC . in fact thinking of all these makes me dread sch. so much. ): but nvm, school is fun with all my friends. yes, i shall think of tht and make myself a little happier. but miss choo is going to take away all our free periods except tuesday again !! argh.. thts like how annoying. hoho. the optician just called me and said i can go collect my specs. : D yay.
C DIV FIRST MATCH TMWR (:
i think i'll be going to watch . enru wants a flower ! but how can i only give her and not give the rest? quite biased right. but i buy flowers for all 20 people in the team?!?! haha. i shall consider giving her since she was so kind ystd , she gave me her spongebob balloon!! its SO cute . and she even wanted to give me 2 at first. but i decided not to be greedy and gave it back to her. haha. so yes, i shall consider(:

weekends come quickly !
oh yes, there are the many school holidays and half days to look forward to.
:D

we were made to be supposed to be , but we lost it.

2006-06-26T08:37:00.001-07:00

its sad when someone you place in such importance doesnt feel the same way.

yes, and i've decided not to let that thing get to me anymore.
i dont want to know ,
and so i've chosen the cowardly solution.
run away from it .
i've shed too many tears for you.
and i'm starting to feel its not worth it.
so goodbye.
please stay out of my thoughts.

first day of school,
and i 'm alr not paying attention in class.
sitting at the back with estbra now.
i really want to go to the front ..!!
AH ):
but nvm, it means.. i'm tall.
haha. training was quite okay.
pitch training at NYP.
played 2 games against the juniors.
and in the second game,
all of us changed our postitions.
its super cute .
haha. i ended up as left back.
i like tht position (:

JUBILATE TMWR.
good luck everyone whos performing.
haha.
must go buy flowers for them with shanshan tmwr.
and char is the emcee for tmwr !
i'm happy and excited for her.
hahaha. cant wait for tmwr.
and wednesday is a holiday !
and i'll be getting new glasses.
like finally.
haha. but its.. red.
(:

we were made to be supposed to be , but we lost it.

2006-06-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

: D

2006-06-21T01:15:00.000-07:00

I M AT STUPID SHANSHANS HOUSE NOW.
AND I M SO .. HAPPY !
like real.
hahaha. shes being dumb as usual.
:]
{: WHICH SMILEY FACE IS CUTER ?
haha. i vote for the top one.
she has super super mountain loads of dvds !
and i BORROWED some. haha. actually , alot.
we're supposed to be doing hw ... but,
we're not.

i 'll continue later.
having too much fun with shanshan.
shes too funky and happening.
byebye!

-pukes-

time to continue.
haha. tht ARGHHH shanshan is reading my messages now.
tsk. invasion of my privacy.
and i get to enjoy a rare moment of silence .
(:

FRIDAY
sleepover at eri's house (:
ate dinner at her house.
cherms came to meet us after her piano.
then took a cab down to
lido to watch she's the man.
we were playing this stupid game on the cab.
wanted to catch the just my luck midnight movie.
but , we couldnt. haha.
brought them to drink bubble tea then went back to eri's house !
the bus trip was fun. haha.
kept teasing eri cos we thought she looked like meidi, from dby.
and she didnt like it , cos she didnt like meidi.
and i said i could be qiyue.
and they just stared at me.
went to the playground after tht.
then had midnight prata. (:
fattening. went back, played PS2.
and i got so worked up cos we were playing a racing game and i kept getting last.
haha. quite high.
started talking,
playing truth or dare, which later just became truth.
talked about alot of stuff.
ats stuff, and .. recent stuff.
haha.
made me start to miss primary school again.
talked until like,3am plus.
and i finally went to bath, while chermms ordered macs.
haha. slept at 4am?
and i woke up at 9 plus the next day cos eri had piano.
left at 10 plus.
then hurried home, caught some sleep
and rushed down for SRC U 15 FINALS.
we won !
1- 0.
hahaha. very happy.
i got my first medal !
: D

MONDAY
went to sentosa with lydia and zhiwei.
we took an astonishing amount of pictures.
haha. wanted to try the luge ride, but we ended up at siloso beach.
we built a sandcastle, with our bare hands.
haha. we dug a moat and build high walls around it.
there was even a sea creature in the moat !
super cute. then we lay on the sand in the nice warm sun.
had lunch at the food court.
we shared a bowl of curry chicken rice and lime juice
quite sweet. haha.
played at the fountain place, where i got sprayed .
took retarded pictures with the statues people. haha.
watched the animal encounters show, took pictures with the animals.
went to 7 11 ate tomyum cup noodles, big gulp.
played at the playground. took more pictures.
decided to leave, went to ps.
walked around , grabbed something to eat.
reached home at 10 plus (:
I LOVE THE THREEEOFUS.

TUESDAY.
met up with them again ,
to do hw at lido.
haha. for once we managed to succeed.
we ended up doing each others hw la.
so cute.
and getting quite distracted by the advertisements.
after 3 h or so, we couldnt stand it and left.
went back to j8 again. drank bubble tea and walked around.
tht spastic zhiwei spat a pearl on my arm and it slid down and fell three levels down.
poor pearl. haha.
today was a productive day . (:
at least i finished my compre and abit of chinese and amaths?
haha.
<3

seeing them again on thurs ?
and friday for this concert thing.
i'll miss them when school reopens.):
i'm dreading tht day.
havent finished hw !!
haha. shanshan is so hardworking now. so unlike her.
acting hardworking only .
okay. i shall go home now .
but she doesnt want to walk me out.
BAD HOST.
nv going to her house again !
Xp
well maybe i'll cometo visit her cute dogs..
but not to spend time with her.
haha. i took them for a walk just now.
i love dogs. i wish i had one.
but nvm, i love my rabbits too !
haha.
4 more days to enjoy.
AH

2006-06-07T02:00:00.000-07:00

its 5 now ! (:
i can knock off now.
FINALLY.
today was so.. sleepy and quite sians.
haha. ystd went to the airport to send chermaine, jasape , juu and linwei off
before tht,
cherms , ape, wanyi, siowyu, meiying, isabel, eri and me went to to j8 for dinner !
that stupid siowyu lied to ape and wanyi. haha.
she made them so worried.
so amusing.
dinner was nice .
i gave them a nice farewell present and cards each.
haha. i made the cards during working hours.
SHH.
and i decorated them with the various chops on this persons table.
haha. its all those official chops .
but it turned out quite nice what.. to me la. haha.
and i bought the newest issue of 8 days for them.
i think its such a perfect present for them can.
8 days till they come back,
06-06-06 , the numbers on the front cover, are the day they're leaving.
there are 3 womans in the cover, representing cherms juu and ape !
haha. so smart right. (:
after tht we went to apes house to see her and help her pack.
i laughed like mad there. felt really happy and warm.
and me and siowyu helped ape fill in her czech reflection page,
its like one whole paragraph with blanks for you to fill in.
so we went like " ..." err .. aiya, i forgot.
haha. but it was damn funny.
okay. thats quite dumb.
ANYWAY, after tht, cherms and isabel left.
cherms parents were fetching her there.
so the rest of us took a london cab to the airport. : D
my 2nd time sitting one ! haha.
we just crapped the whole way, with siowyu doing retarded stuffs.
and me and my dear singing partner were singing songs,
supposedly for ape. but she was so unappreciative !
haha. reached the airport quite early. like around 8 plus.
ape was the 3rd to arrive !
then linwei joined us and we all happily went to sit the skytrain !
we continued sitting it for like.. 4 rounds? haha
took pictures, made noise, sang songs, laughed, HAD FUN.
then we finally got off and went to starbucks for a nice drink !
haha. actually the we only refers to me eri and meiying
the rest didnt buy. so we 3 shared a nice chocolate smth smth.
cherms and juu came later and we took group photos ! : D
and i hugged all of them. haha
waited with them until 9 plus after they checked in.
cherms cried twice : D
haha. must be cos she'll miss me too much.
I LOVE ALL OF THEM
haha. i felt so happy ystd.
and had a nice chat with eri on the way home.

DATES FOR THE REST OF THE HOLS:
#1 PX (wants to come to my house.)
#2 SHANSHAN (photocopy midyear reviews, eat duck noodle, do hw tgtr )
#3 MEIYING (kbox ! :D)
#4 PAN (for dinner and movie on fri )
#5 ERI and others (for sleepover)
#6 FETCH CHERMS JUU APE AND LINWEI FROM THE AIRPORT
#7 TREAT YIBIN TO WANTON MEE.

haha. i really have to get started on my hw soon. i really havent touched them at all.
>.<
I WANT TO BLOG ABOUT THE OTHER DAY.
on.. friday : D
shanshan came to fetch me from sch aftr training !
haha. i was scared cos of all the molester thing.
was supposed to help ape and cherms choose their specs.
but in the end,
we just went to yoshi and eat.
after tht we had a really nice heart talk.
we walked around the 4th level dunno how many times,
walked to COURTS below,
and to the playground.
we sat there under the warm sun and shared alot of stuffs.
haha. that was a happy happy day :)
<3

2 MORE DAYS AT WORK.
7 MORE DAYS TILL THEY'RE BACK !

I MISS THE L FAM.

2006-05-27T18:12:00.000-07:00

i've been out everyday since thursday.
haha. and i m going out today again.
going to the redrain concert with shanshan, julia.. and others.(:

THURSDAY.
last day of school (:
cabbed back home with PAN.
with my mountain load of books.
and i dont know why i made this silly mistake.
and now she thinks i dont know my left and right.
went to cine and watched over the hedge.
its quite cute :D
walked around and around after tht.
then we bought bubble tea !
and i found out something,
and so. PAN OWES ME ORANGE BOWL.
went with her to amk to cut her hair.
and flipping through the magazines made me feel like cutting too.
and pan, your hair is fineeeee !
haha. today was nice. good quality time spent ? : D

FRIDAY
went out with px to ps.
and i ate at pasta mania again.
walked around for quite a while
then i went to her house.
haha. i like her room !
and i spent my time there watching mike he's videos on youtube.
he's damn cute.
and hot. haha.
px has a short attention span .
watch awhile only then want to change video.
tsk. (:

SATURDAY
went shopping for the first half of the day
then met up with the two kukus (:
we were all late,
as usual.
BUT I DONT CARE.
i was the first to reach.
haha. who ask both of you kukus go and hide !
so you owe me fifteen (:
had a nice day just laughing and eating and walking.
we ate at crystal jade, and shared chocolate malt sundae and fries at swensens.
then we had $11 plus left in our "funds".
AND, im the treasurer ! :D
anyway. so we went to take neos.
haha. i havent taken them in a very long time alr.
after that we just walked all over bugis ,
and went up and down the lift trying to take a nice photo.(:
both of them are just super dumb.
haha. but they make me smile and laugh alot.
thats why i love them so much .
everytime i go out with them,
there'll be things to look back on and smile at.
i think i have alot of nice memories with them,
and we'll have even more !

youthcamp ! and malaysia trip !
i'll see you two soon .
<3

and its a good lesson learnt.

2006-05-26T04:49:00.001-07:00

you just completey ruined my day. thankyou. actually, i sort of guessed it already. after all, you did make it rather obvious. i just refused to believe it; i still held on to some hope. i didnt want to believe you were tht sort of person.. but i guess i am wrong. you are no different. i'm just so disappointed with the way things are turning out. i really dont want it to be this way. i feel so insignigicant to you now. like you dont even care anymore. maybe you really dont. you're just too indifferent now. i know i did sort of bring this upon myself. and i am sorry. this is partly my fault. i know nothings going to make things right again, make things the way it was. and it really hurts. you've just completely changed, and kicked me out of your life. we're too far apart already.. like strangers. i miss the old you so much. but , nevertheless, thankyou for being part of my life once.

2006-05-24T06:27:00.000-07:00

i really am finding it harder and harder to be nice to you.
you just get on my nerves so much,
sometimes i dont even know why either.
your voice, the way you act ..
i dont know.
i cant keep up the act anymore.

PPR.
sucky results.
but i was quite..
calm? haha.
didnt feel any sadness or disappointment.
:/
but i do wish that i'd get better grades next term
haha. seeing other peoples results makes me feel..
a little envious.
and motivated?
haha. but it never lasts long.

town with my dearest hubby tmwr (:
last day of school !
so looking forward to the holidays .
thethreeeofus ! : D

2006-05-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

THE PREVIOUS POST WAS BY TANSHANSHAN

LYDIA LIAO AND LEEZHIWEI !
BOLDED NAMES. (:
i miss both of you alot too.
although we couldnt meet up ystd,
but we will see each other next week !
hurray : D
haha. i look forward to spending my holidays with the both of you.
more crazy outings and stupid songs ! haha.
i really treasure our special friendship.
and you two kukus will always have a place in my heart (:
<3

POSEIDON is a scary show.
haha. i hate it when alot of people dies.
me and cherms were quite traumatised by tht show.
no cruises for us now !
haha. but actually i have never been on a cruise?
wth. quite pathetic ):
AH,
stupid english speech.
i really dont know how to write it la.
and the topic is so.. shitty
schools should focus on winning awards and medals?
i have no comments to tht statement !
haha. i shall just say i have a sorethroat tmwr if i cant get it done by today.
and i really do!
saw a doctor today.
i have 4 medicines to take.
:/
he said i should drink more water and not eat..
oily fried food, chilli, curry, cold drinks..
AND CHOCOLATES !!
WAAA.
but i drank bubble tea and ate currypuff just now.
haha.

you just dont trust me.
and it hurts.

2006-05-12T02:22:00.000-07:00

HELLO I THINK THIS IS SUCH A COOL ENTRY. BY A COOL PERSON AND A COOL BROTHER. i think jerm is a very nice person (: cos she lent me her united colors of benetton (: everybody will swoon at my hotness. hahahahahahahahahahah

i realise how few things can make me truly happy

2006-05-11T05:19:00.000-07:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about JERMAINE!

JERMAINE can clean her ears with her tongue, which is over thirty-nine inches long.
If your ear itches, this means that someone is talking about JERMAINE.
The most dangerous form of JERMAINE is the bicycle!
In the 1600s, tobacco was frequently prescribed to treat headaches, bad breath and JERMAINE!
If you kiss JERMAINE for one minute you will burn six or seven calories!
JERMAINE is the male seed of a flower blossom which has been gathered and treated by bees.
A JERMAINEometer is used to measure JERMAINE.
There is no lead in a lead pencil - it is simply a stick of graphite mixed with JERMAINE and water.
Astronauts get taller when they are in JERMAINE.
Every day in the UK, four people die putting JERMAINE on.

lol. that was absolutely retarded.
introduced to me by a retarded person.
haha.

todays excursion was alright (:
kinda enjoyed myself despite the heat plus annoying guide.
haha.
3D rocks !!
today was so funny can !
we tricked miss praba today.
haha.
denise's ingenious idea!
haha,
act nosebleed.
she coloured part of the tissue red
then act sniff sniff weak weak one and
put the tissue to her nose
and i actually fell for her trick ystd.
haha.
so today estbra used the same trick on miss praba !
and her reaction was super funny.
but she realised she got trick in like,
5 secs.
haha.

went to visit lynette aftr school with peixuan and cordelia !
just completely pigged out there.
MONDAY
is juice day !
haha. guess who are the founders of this grand day?
JAMIE ESTBRA AND ME (:
i like sitting in front with them.
i think i can concentrate alot better.
haha. and they're funny people.
this 13 people less 3D is like much toned down and cosier .
although i do miss those people who went for OBS.
but i think i'll be quite sad next monday when i have to move all the way back into the corner again.
tmwr is my dear MONSTERS birthday.
baby monster joy goh ying li.
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY (:

i miss you.
i keep wondering what is on your mind.
and why i feel so distant from you.
we're already like complete strangers.
but i f guess i'll never get to know,
unless i find the courage to make the first move.

2006-04-24T22:05:00.000-07:00

SUBWAY COOKIE (:

2006-04-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

freak.
today's such a bad day.
haha. but i shall try and be POSITIVE.
rah. i just typed one whole chunk and i had to get dc.
was feeling quite bad today.
woke up ,
my neck was super stiff and it hurt for the whole day.
thank you celeste and shannon,
haha. they helped to massage it a little.
i had a headache today too !
my whole head felt so heavy.
and i was caught for belt today.
spent the whole freaking recess sewing it.
and i still have to go back down tmwr cos my buckle is apparently too loose.
wth. its like damn tight alr can.
and my pinafore today is wet
cos i walked in the rain with vivien after school today.
was quite high then.
cos i saw a particular person.
haha. i like walking in the rain.
i half wish i'd get sick.
miss school, miss jog, miss pe, miss test, miss training !
haha. i'd stay at home and watch my vcd and eat my ben and jerrys and
TRY to study for maths.
I WISH.
fat dream.
anyway, cabbed home after school.
the uncle was damn chatty.
haha, very friendly , but lame.
he told me a super COLD "joke"
but he was soooooo nice.
he charged me 60 cents less!
so touched. haha, he made my day .
talking to PANXINYI now.
she is the sweetest person on earth(:
THANKYOU for your post just for me .
haha. and the random MMS sweet messages.
haha. thank you for everything.
well, said much of what i wanted to say in your guestbook.
so shant repeat .

GET WELL SOON CHAN.

im slacking again.
ive been online the whole night !
ystd also.
ystd ystd also.
wth. i should be studyinggg.
okay.
i shall be a good girl .
off to study.(:

2006-04-17T06:24:00.000-07:00

if elephants could fly,
i'd be a little more optimistic.

i dont mean to be pessimistic

but i dont think the cow really jumped over the moon.

i shall write one happy thing that happened everyday in my diary (:
or sometimes i shall blog about it.
haha. happy stuffs should be remembered .
i was happy yesterday
because,i talked to the threeeofus (:
well , though we didnt have a long conversation..
but still it was nice.
and i saw lydia's testimonial.
i was happy today .
because chermms sent me a nice video she made just for me.
haha. and she said she'll make a nicer one the next time (:
AND HISTORY TEST IS POSTPONED.
haha. miss low is nice.
happy happy (:

i almost fainted again during morning assembly today.
havent felt like that for quite long.
probably cos i didnt get my daily packet of milo.
haha.
i dont know why either.
its like i'll feel super dizzy,
stomach will ache,
then like my body will go numb.
i start to see black dots.
and there'll be this buzzing sound in my ear.
quite scary.
haha. and char thought my tooth fell out.
silly donut.
and they made us dance the family dance 4 times today !
so irritatting. haha.
but it was quite fun cos shiai's face is nice to laugh at(:

i should stop watching my vcd.
but i cant !
every single free time i get i'll just be watching it.
even last night when i should have been studying for my test.
bleahs. no self discipline >.<

2006-04-16T06:50:00.000-07:00

wow.
theres history test tmwr.
and i havent cramped a single thing in my mind.
so shitty.

i'm glad you still care.

that is to two people.
(:

2006-03-31T02:22:00.000-08:00

(:
its raining very heavily now.
haha. i'm copying yushi : D
she's so super dumb,
start with the weather end with a guy/
lol.

CELESTE!
is damn cute : D
and nice .

haha , she treated me to a bottle of apple aloe today (:

"dun anyhow think not open!!"

HAHAHA. so funny larh.

at first i was like, whats tht.
then i realised its ..
bu yao xiang bu kai..
(: my ou xiang rocks .

went j8 with ape and cherms today.
lol.
the two of them are highly amusing (:
and ape cut her hair !
haha. i think she looks better.
no more long ponytail slapping me no more .
hurray. : D

and me and cherms talked quite abit on the way home.
HAHA.
cup of teaaaaaa...
ahemstenahemsja
(:

SO glad its the weekends.
didnt really study for geog test >.<
haha.
there goes my working hard .
but i really had no mood to study.
LOST was so nice yesterday.
so i ended up watching tv the whole night.
haha. chan is right !
i AM teeevee crazy.
(:

2006-03-29T20:11:00.000-08:00

free period now.
i was very pissed, yesterday and today.
by themmmmmmmm.
i cant stand them .
they are an irritatting bunch .
okay. i m being quite mean.
but its true.
just keep getting scolded and suaned and nagged .
they dont care about me la.
and they think i treat my friends better.
its true, i admit.
but thts cos they treat me better.

much better than you all anyway.

they are the only ones who can make me so angry i just burst out crying.
and everytime i try to ren3 my tears,
i just cant.
yes, i know i cant out-suan him,
so what.
must he keep being so annoying.
sometimes i wish i had a sister instead.
blasted them in my diary ystd.

haiz, i'm quite sick of my life.
everythings so fffffed up.

JU,
thanks alot for your message ystd.
haha. i (: when i saw it !
i appreciate it alot,
though it may just be a simple message.
but it made me happier.
especially since i was in such a horrible mood ystd.
at least i felt like someone cared.
so thank you.
and i love you too ! :D

2006-03-27T03:06:00.000-08:00

WE WON (:
haha. i know i'm quite slow but ,
i still want to blog about it.
it was really a super great feeling to win on friday.
i was so happy tht i started crying .
i was not the only one though,
alot of hugging and smiles (:
i'm so proud of the whole team,
so proud to be part of this champion team.

and i saw her. (:
i was quite happy really.
thought i didnt get to say bye to her.
BUT, i hugged her !
haha. nvm, infatuations.
they come and go.

today was miss lims pizza treat !
AH,but i missed it.
all for the sake of my dear shanshan and eri sasaki !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU TWO.
haha. its one day early thoughXp.
went for lunch today with..
shanshan, eri, cherms, liyin, siowyu, wanyi, jasape, meiying, ahma , char !
we made alot of noise , as usual.
haha. siowyu was being so silly.
kept laughing AT her.
AND, tht silly ape toppled the tray and spilt her coke and cheese fries.
on herself. and she just sat there still in shock until we started shouting at her to get up.
haha, i had alot of laughs and fun today.
and i think i was quite perverted today.
nono, the most perverted was SHANSHAN.
she kept smelling my hair today !! throughout chinese lesson, recess, j8.
i was traumatised can. and she sniffs LOUDLY.
she kept saying my hair smells nice and all.
mad.
AND krystal. tht siao woman. she poked my .. today
for no reason! and jumped onto my toes.
haha .

I FAILED MATHS AGAIIN. whats my freaking problem.
but on the way home, after talking to liyin on the bus

i'm determined to buck up.

i hope.

BUT I LOST MY FILE.

i was so stressed today larh

looking for my file, rushing through my geog and xiaolianbi

AH,

and i still havent found it.

i'm very sad ):

i shall work hard and prove to myself,

my parents and everyone tht i can do well.

haha. yes i will.

JERMAINE KOH JIA NA.

PLEASE stop slackinggg.

cant stand myself sometimes.

but i m not sure this thinking can last.

somebody please enlighten me.

2006-03-21T21:54:00.001-08:00

HELLO. haha. i havent blogged for a long while right.
missed me right.
i think i'm a night bird. haha.
bcos. i can nv do work in the afternoon. i can only concentrate at night , when the whole world is asleep.
haha. okay. maybe not, but still its rather peaceful at night.
rachel chan is a copycat. she is reading my post and going me too me too.
stupid woman.
haha. i slept at 3am on sunday ! purposely stayed up to watch my douyu 2 (:
semifinals on monday.
WE WON AGAIN (:
though not so exciting and tense but, we're in the finals!!
playing on friday. we must fight hard for our last match.
haha. ah, i'm so proud of the whole team.

i slept through during ss today. >.<
haha, result of me sleeping at 1 am yesterday.
BUT. i slept the whole aftr noon yesterday !
i think i sleep so much.
today geraint wong was like go home and find out what your time wasters are and try and cut down on them.
i think i sleep too much and just sit around and slack too much. i lack self discipline i admit.
forget it. i must work harder . my ppr this term is like sugarhoneyicetea. haha.
ER ZUO JU ZHI WEN IS SUCH A NICE SHOW. i m addicted to it.
ayes, its so cute .

RACHEL CHAN ROCKS LA ! :D :D :D
yushi dun.
ego freak . tht was not me.
haha. i m off.
BYE

2006-03-08T20:00:00.000-08:00

WE WON 2-1 OVER NORTHLAND!
i am so proud of the whole team .
really. i think we played super well yeterday.
and we scored the goal at like the last 2 minutes(:
everybody was like screaming and tearing.
WE'RE IN THE SEMIS.
yay. and sports trip !
haha, coach was really happy too.
he 's gonna treat us to drinks.
meixian too.
and mrs chan treating us to pizza.
semis next next monday. >.<
our nice holiday!
AH):
but nvm.
for hockey. haha.

on tuesday.
went out with wanyi,charlotte,ahma and shanshan to j8 cos char wanted longjohns.
and then when we were eating,
i went to go steal wanyis sprite although i was also drinking sprite.
thts cos her sprite was colder and nicer lor !
anyway.
the first time i drank she had no reaction,
THEN the second time, she was drinking, but i went to stuff my straw in
and i was thinking.
wah, so romantic.
AND THEN HER GIGANTIC BIG EYES SUDDENLY LOOKED UP AT ME.
giving me that weird look.
i started laughing and like spat the sprite in my mouth out.
there was one sprite puddle on the floor la.
and char say she saw my mouth opening from sideview and the sprite flowing out
seriously damn gross la.
but it was rly superly amusing.
they made me laugh alot.
until i had stomachache.

walk walk then went home with shanshan.
and we were playing this black and white sheep bahbah game?
lol. and i just couldnt ge the game.
keep doing it wrongly.
so we started laughing alot too.

FIESTA ON SATURDAY (:
cant wait.
it'd be fun.
BUT WANTON NOT COMING ):
after tht going out with maple clique?
to kbox i think.
not really comfirmed yet.
juu and chermms were supposed to sleepover ):
but juu's father didnt allow.
nvm. another time (:

holidays :D

2006-02-27T03:48:00.000-08:00

I CREATED A GUESTBOOK (:
http://www.guestbookcentral.com/guestbook.cfm?guestbook=39143
haha. please sign it :D

today's lessons were okay.
i didnt feel sleepy !
hahaha.
and i slept at twelve midnight ystd.
AH,
i feel lazy to update.
can go wanyis blog for details?
haha.
www.embracedd-.blogspot.com
or rachel chan.
and i have to clarify !
I AM NOT MAD .

YAY.
tmwr is swensens day (:
i hope the np campcraft results thing wont come out tmwr
if not pan and char wont have any mood.
cheer up both of you .
i love them alot .
:D

i'm doing really badly for ALL my tests.
not one tht i m proud of.
TSK.
i think i'll probably just die when we get back our ppr .
but, i'm like quite emotionless to my studies?
like i wont cry just cos i failed my tests..
none of tht.
and i m so unmotivated to study.
:/

GOGOGO. 2 more weeks to holidays (:

and to you: i really dont get you. but i'll just pretend not to know anything. i dont know how to feel toward you . so, it'll just remain tht way. we were nv tht close. and we'll never be .

the world seems a better place when i have my friends around me.

2006-02-25T17:48:00.000-08:00

PAN, JULIA, JINGYU, YUSHI, ELAINE, RACHEL, ERI, ESTHER, SHANSHAN , LFAM, BRIGHTON
:D

AH (:
thanks ALL who cared.

i really needed that.
i'm very happy and gandong ,
and its better to be happy
haha.
i feel loved (:

XUN: i was really very very happy and touched to receive your sms ! (: and see your tag BUT. whats your blogg ! i wanted to go sign your gb or smth but diaryx is down and i dont know your blogspot one ): tell me soon kay. I MISS YOU .

i woke up today to a beautiful morning.
:D

2006-02-21T22:11:00.000-08:00

in the library now.
haha.
went mad with elame and yushi.
they very dumb.
they make me laugh !
and elame is complaining about how everybody keeps laughing at her.
especially when she sings.
:DDD

IM IGNORANT, like a kid.
HA.

tht was by rachel chan

I M SO NOT IGNORANT LA !
SHES JUST JEALOUS OF ME. XP

i really enjoy free periods.
hahaha.
BYE

2006-02-21T02:49:00.000-08:00

got this from rachel chans blog (:

If any of the following statements apply to you, mark them out in bold

i have a cell phone.
i have friends that use me.
i am an only child.
i love dangly earrings.
i love cold weather.
i'm obsessed with the computer.
i have shot a gun before.
i can't live without music.i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
i'll be in this town forever.
i've been to 5 other countries.
i get annoyed easily.
i eventually want kids.
i have neat handwriting.
i have more than a few horrible memories.
i am addicted to chocolate.
i love airplane rides.
i love taking pictures.
i hate people who are fake.
i can be mean when i want to.
my parents care about my grades.
one of my best friends is a girl.
i have way too many wallets.
i'm obsessed with lip gloss.
i am easy to talk to.
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.(very)
i hate when people are late.
i procrastinate. (too much)
i love winter.
i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
i love to sleep.
i wish i were smarter.
i'm afraid of flying.
i hate drama.
i bite my nails.
i have been on an 8 hour drive.
i never fight with my parents.
i love the beach.
i have never had the chicken pox.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
i can't control my emotions.
i have a best friend.
i have moved more than once.
i truly love my friends.
i have (had) braces.
i have never broken a bone.
i hate my computer.
i love girls that play the drums.
i state the obvious.
i'm a happy person.
i love to dance.
i love to sing.
i love cleaning my room.
i tend to get jealous very easily.
i love cute underwear.
i love night better than day.
i don't like to study for tests.
i have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
i am too forgiving.
i have horrible sense of direction.i miss elementary school
i'm a daddy's boy/girl.
i love the color pink.
i love to sew.
my eye color changes
i should see a therapist.
i played on a guys sports team
i become stressed easily.
i hate/detest liars.
i love the smell of rain.
i love my family. (halfly ? )
i hate needles.
i am a perfectionist.
i always wanted to learn to play the drums.
i hate the feeling of failure.
i have friends in other countries.
i know how to cook.
i can be quite selfish.
at times, i still act like a little kid.
i have food allergies.
i love to read.
i wish i were more motivated for school.
i love getting stuff in the mail.
i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
i hate being alone.
i love summer.
i love the weekends.
i love black eyeliner.
i think I'm a looker. (?!)
i type with one hand.
i live in a one storey house
i wear make-up.
i have never rode on an underground subway
i can't swim.
i have bad memories.
i go to church.
i sing in the shower.
i hate cheerleaders.
i usually get what i want
i have been on stage before.
i love roller coasters.no one knows the full story of my life.
i am close to my parents.
i don't have a curfew.

orders from rachel chan to do the following quiz :

7 things that make me smile:

friends
my rabbits
people asking me about my day
new testimonials on frienster
people tagging my board
when people say they love me(:
when my name is mentioned in peoples blogs/friendster profile etc

7 ways to win my heart

being yourself
comfort me when i'm sad
laugh with me when i'm happy
be sincere
making me smile and laugh
understand me
romantic gestures ! HAHA

GOSH. that was really hard.

7 things i m afraid of:

insects, all creepycrawlies
being alone in the dark
being alone
the dark
fierce people
my pets dying
friends drifting away/ souring relations

7 things i do everyday:

SMS
play with my pets (:
feed them
eat lots of sweets and chocolates
write in my diary
talk and go crazy
basic stuff like , bathing etc

7 people i want to see right now:

XUN
julia
cherms
PAN
shanshan
lydia
zhiwei

7 people who should do this random quiz:

elaine lim soopid
yushi
rebecca wu
lydia
zhiwei
pan
xun

finished ! haha. i was like killing alot of my braincells doing this stupid thing can.

especially the who i want to see right now part. :/

BYE !

2006-02-20T20:58:00.000-08:00

i deleted the last two posts. haha
it didnt sound like me ?
dont know.
haha. and i typed tht when i was very blinded by emotions.
so there. i feel stressed knowing people is reading tht.
lol.

went out with lydia and wei on saturday.

i like being with them.(:

AYE, soopid two coms away is being mad and lame.
elaine lim soo mah: elame lim soopid. haha.

AND rachel chan is laughing at me for spelling koala bear as kuola bear.
THANKS AH.

haha. AND vivien is being so quiet and serious. so unlike her.

i like free periods(:

yesterdays match quite a disappointment?
draw 0-0.
coach was quite angry i guess.
go go everybody. (:

i m being random.
as always/

she is getting increasingly annoying,
and i m not the only one who thinks so.
today i found out 3 other people who feel the same.
:/

RACHEL CHAN IS AS SOOPID AS ELAME.
haha.
but both of them are cute larh.
amusing people.

I'VE NOTHING MUCH TO BLOG ABOUT.
(:

2006-02-06T21:01:00.000-08:00

I HATE THIS WORLD.
lol.
rachel chan beside me says i m siao.
RAH. i m feeling .. lost now.
i drooled on my chem notes just now during chem lesson
haha. fell asleep larh
very tired lor.
everynight also burn midnight oil
and my maths tchr gives hw every day.
AH.
rachel chans blogging too
she fell asleep too.
hahhaha.
but she didnt drool.
its not tht his lesson is boring.
is just that we're all tired.
lol.
so bored.

yesterday was the first match for bdiv nationals.
we won 8-0 (:
yayye.
hahah.

i m sad about her.
she doesnt seem to want us anymore.):
haha. that sounds childish.

LIYIN IS BACK.
haha. i hope i get sick too.

such a random post,
suits how mixed up im feeling right now.
randomness

2006-01-18T20:09:00.000-08:00

in the library now.
having free period.
supposed to be studying geog and maths.
but i cant resist playing com?
my com at home is mad.
like sometimes can on then sometimes cannot.
then when its on it'll either hang or just offf by itself. :/
haha. anyway. i think my class is so guai can.
only me and stacey using the com.
the rest of the people are studying.
3D isnt too bad i guess.
but i m always running off next door.
haha. like everytime we change periods or in the morning .
my partners nice too.
she brings lots of nice stuff to eat.
and we play lame games.
like we take the calculator
and keep 101-1, ans -1
and see who gets to 0 first?
lol.

haiz. but i havent been very happy this week.

thinking about alot of stuff.

and i like cant concentrate.

like when i sit down and study i ll feel so tired and nothing goes in?

i read my geog notes for like 20 minutes and i just went to sleep.

there are alot of people i m missing now.
feel so drifted with them.
but i know i love them still.

2005-12-28T03:57:00.000-08:00

sigh.
WAAAA.
i m super sad.
):
i want my cherms , ape , charpok , rahrahmonster , siowyu , liyin, isabel, pan !
SIGH.
i m not looking forward to school.
at all.
was super depressed yesterday la.
HAIZ.
AT LEAST. i have my crush-er.
DONT CRY WANYI (:
you have me .
cherm cried today ,
lol.
then i started a bit.
but i ran to the toilet.
then siowyu started crying
then wanyi also started.
haha.
amusing.

it
is natural to want to remain together with people that one is familiar with.

i dont know how things will turn out really.
i hope i'll make new friends.
and not drift with my maple clique.

tday went out for luch with cherms, ape , rahrahmonster , liyin, wanyi , charpok and ahma.
haha. then went bowling with cherms , ape, rahrahmonster and liyin.
not much mood tday.
came home at 330 and slept till 7.
dont know why so tired also.

saturday .
going iceskating with cherms juu timothy and nicholas.
then meeting maple clique to countdown tgter!
maybe sleeping over at my house?
haha.
ILOVEALLOFYOU.

2005-12-20T21:54:00.000-08:00

OH MAN. THE REINDEER IS SO CUTEEEE.
I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT.
I WANT IT DESPERATELY .

2005-12-20T21:37:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAN (:

glad you liked my message. lol. it must never be shown to another human being okay . or else.. hahah. its so EMBARRASSING. : D

today was a great day (:

went out with juu and cherms in the morn ,
ate breakfast at macs.
JULIA NG EATS LIKE A MOUSE.
so super slow can .
lol.
thn we watched king kong.
yayye.
i guess he's not as cute as i thought he would be.
i think the way he killed the dino was ..
evil.
haha.
and as we were walking out of cine towards taka..
A BIRD SHITTED ON JULIAS HEAD.
lol. super funny.
laughed like mad.
her reaction and all. (:

met lydia at about 4:15.
bought stuff for the bbq.
alot of dumb things happened.
lol
went to my house at 8 plus.
decorated our hats and made the
piniata ? however its spelled.
the hats are damn cute lor.
at least i think it is.
i dont knw whether the guests will dare to wear em.
lol
and we planned the games and all
thought of alot of dumb stuff !
she went home at like 11?
haha.

i hope the bbq will be great.
like everyboday will be super enthu and high.
haha. looking forward to it .
YO.
i m going broke.
but i m happy
(:

2005-11-27T14:45:00.001-08:00

h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: my rabbit ? lol
2. smoked?: nope
3. bungee jumped?: no
4. made yourself throw up?: no
5. skinny dipped?: no
6. ever been in love?: uhh, I guess so :/
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I don’t think so !
8. eaten a lemon in its entirety?: no!!!
9. run away from home?: no
10. cried when someone died?: YES. When my ahma died. And when my hamsters died?
11. lied? : ya =X
12. fallen for your best friend?: I M NOT LES
13. been rejected?: I have never biao bai – ed? lol
14. rejected someone?: yes
15. used someone?: nope
16. done something you regret?: many .
c u r r e n t
annoyance: MAPLE. sickening update , dumb patch. rah .
book youre reading: MY AI QING XIAO SHUO AGN : D
l a s t p e r s o nyou touched: I forgot?hugged: I don’t know !
you instant messaged:yibin
you messaged: jordan
you yelled at: my brother.
you kissed: nobody !?
R A N D O M
In the morning i am: sleepy
love is: sweet , heartwarming?
I dream about: stuff ? lol
o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: eyes.
makes you laugh the most: dumbness
makes you smile: dumbness
d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: sort of.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: NO
wish you were younger: I like my age now
cried because someone said something to you?: yes
F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like filling these out?: I M BORED
2. gold or silver?: sliver
3. what was the last movie you watched?: harry potter
4. favorite cartoon/anime?: fairly odd parents? Hahah.
5. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: cup noodles! haha, it caught fire cos I put the aluminum top thing in the microwave together? Then like half of the plastic cup was burnt . uhh, yup, disaster . but very funny !
6. who would you love being locked in a room with?: mm. shawn yue ? =x
7. could you live without your computer?: not really?
8. would you color your hair?: maybe
9. could you ever get off the computer?: UH DUH
11. how many people are on your buddy list?: 170 on MSN.
13. Your name spelled backwards?: eniamrej LOL . quite cute
14. Where were your parents born?: Singapore
15. Have you ever moved?: once
16. What's your Favorite place to go?: I cant think of one
17. Is your bed is a single, double, Queen or King?: single
18. What's your favorite sport to play?: hockey.. haha
19. How many kids do you want?: two
20. Type of music you dislike most: none?
21. Colour of your school bag?: red
22. Do you have cable?: yar
23. Favorite 80's song? : NONE
24. Ever prank call anybody?: yup. Lol
25. Ever get a parking ticket?: no
26. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: YES YES ! so fun , I would If I could :D lol.
27. Furthest place you have ever been?: uhh, korea? Or Australia? haha
28. Ever bowl a 300?: NO. lol. Ahems.
29. What's your favorite comic strip?: the calvin and hobbes thing. It s super cute and the guy is VERY dumb. Lol. I love his dumbness
30. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?: yes ! i m patriotic
31. Bath or Shower?: bath (:
32. Best drama serial you've seen : I like full house ! :D
33. Favorite pizza topping?: cheese !
34. Beer or ale?: I don’t know ! haha
35. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? : no?
36. Do you eat skin on chicken?: sometimes , its quite yummy .
7. Apple juice or Orange?: apple? No no, orange? Uhh. I don’t know ! I like both
38. Favorite type of chocolate bar?: crunchie !
39. Your favorite fruit?: mango ! and grapes
40. Your favorite vegetable?: cabbage !
41. Have you ever won a trophy?: yup
42. Are you a good cook?: YES . I AM !
46. Ever flex in front of a mirror?: no muscles to flex
47. Ever throw up in public?: no.
48. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?: true love.
49. Do you believe in love at first sight?: not really.
51. Ever been stood up for a date?: no
52. Biggest turn off of the opposite sex?: STALKERS ! lol.
53. Ever Been Cheated on?: not really?
54. What are the names of all your pets dead and/or alive?: tabby chubby hammy squiggy JRsquiggy snowball jean james pp LOL. And I cant rmbr the rest
.55. Can ex's be friends?: of course

hahah, i like this quiz. so cute. haiz. i m bored bored bored. i want to play maple la. still stuck at 29 :/ HAIZ. i very long never play already ah ! like , 2 weeks i think? haha. i dont knw. it feels tht long. stoning at home ! i've no date today . ah, maybe i 'll go finish up the last disc of my full house. haha, rain is cute : D

2005-11-04T23:41:00.000-08:00

haha, i m not depressed anymore!
realise how fast my mood swings.
i told you i m mad !
thanks to PAN and celeste !
they made me feel better
hahah.
they're funny !

training was nice today,
before trng,
i always have an urge to pon !
really,
esp aftr the competition
and we had a LONG break.
but now, i think i've found my love for it again ?
I THINK.
i hope.
altho i am quite sucky at it.
hahah.

再说我爱你，可能雨也不会停
ZAI SHUO WO AI NI, KE NENG YU YEI BU HUI TING

I LIKE.
jay rocks (:

2005-11-04T23:05:00.000-08:00

i m quite sick of maple ?
like suddenly so pissed with it .
i m so sick of everything around me.
like suddenly lost interest in everything ?
my life is so sucky and like so meaningless.
sudden wave of depression.
i m going mad ah !
ROAR.

PAN,
ty for your present !
so sweet,
awe !
but you purposely want to make me fat thts why right
TSK, hahah
LOVEYOU :D

2005-10-13T02:59:00.000-07:00

haha, i reopened my blog ! (:
yayye, exams end le !
haha, i know, very slow right.
but still..
today was super fun !
really, nothing depressing happened.
haha,
games day !
i was sup to play capt ball..
but i missed out on the first match cos i was umpiring.
umpiring is fun but stressful !
haha, me and winnie were quite blur.
anyway, capt's ball was bad.
we kept losing !
we only won the LAST match.
but everybody was damn high.
at least we won a match (:
then, went to support soccer !
they got into the semis.
haha. everybody was HIGH !
esp with isabel.
we kept doing funny cheers !
and kallang wave, standing up.
lol. i laughed until stomach pain.
we won grace, but lost to dilligence !
they played well. (:
altho we lost, we were still very happy !
haha. and we did the kallang wave thing again.
after school, rushed down to plaza sing.
met up with zhiwei, lydia, yibin, lowell, jerome, aura lee and of course our daddy !
haha. it was fun. esp teasing our dad and mum ! (:
walk walk , thn lowell had to go home cos he had oral exam tomoro.
we decided to go to my house !
haha. quite dumb on the bus !
we were playing the thumb thumb game and heart attack,
laughing and trying to keep our balance.
sat down , talk talk..
played the bu xu dong and bu xu xiao thing !
haha. i kept on laughing with lyd.
ESP seeing jeromes dumb look.
and lydia. haha
went to my house lousy playgrnd and played,
went home to put bags.
played catching !
i havent played catching for a long long long time.
haha, lainie cut her leg!
cos of the broken slide .
dumb playground.
and stupid jerome kicked sand into my eye !
haha so brought her home to put plaster and all.
thn went to makan !
went opp to eat prata.
haha. nice nice.
dabaoed back our unfinished pratas.
walked back singing out of tune songs.
sat outside and played cluedo !
LOL, jerome is damn funny.
thn moved in to the stairs cos lainie almost..
died. haha.
decided to play truth and dare.
i had to cluck around like a chicken !
and den after one round of t&d ,
yibin got called back by his mum..
who complained tht we were too noisy
( they could hear from upstairs)
so jerome went back with him.
so left with the three of us.
agn. haha. lyd wei and me !
we're always the last to go home!
sat and played truth or dare,
which later became just truth.
which later just became a chatting and asking kinda game.
haha. sat there for a LONG time.
and they only left at 10.
(:
aye, i love them alot !
ALOT. they're really special to me
so glad i have them !
i tell them things i never tell anybody.
enjoy their company alot.

L FAM rocks.
cant wait for our next outing.
haha. and our fam has expanded.
i m no longer the youngest.
LEROME is the youngest !
and our mummy has fallen in love with him,
(hes only primary 5?)
haha.
so now its..
L family-lydia, lainie, leon, lycos, leona, lowell, lizzy, lerome.
haha. we have funny names (:

I LOVE MY FRIENDS !
:D

2005-09-15T19:04:00.000-07:00

RAH,
pan wants me to blog,
but i have nothing to blog about ,
and i'm lazy ):

hmm,
today was a nice day !
i liked today
haha, but
i was having muscle aches and shoulder aches !
yest was the left shoulder,
and today was the right !
haha.
we changed sitting postions cos of the exams
and guess who i'm sitting with ?
LIYIN, again
i'm like forever sitting with her can ?
so jinxed !
but its not a bad thing.
i'm her advisor !
haha.
cos i give her advice on how to improve her anime drawings !
not bad right :D
ANDAND,
i like the thumb thumb game !
its so cute !
(:
we keep playing it ,
in class and before hockey trngs !

today
went to j8 after school with charPOK !
haha,
it was a successful study session !
not like the other one with lyd,wei and brighton ! (:
and i understand what the notes are talking about !
thanks to tht mouse of course,
haha.
she was like my tuition teacher today !
:DD

PHYSICS TEST TOM !
rah,
i cant afford to fail it agn ?
studystudy !

PAN,
i updated lor !
seesee, cannot dont like me already hor !
i'll be sad !
and i am really not scared of HER !
really,
your wifey is brave kay !
:DD
iLOVEyou !

2005-08-24T16:29:00.000-07:00

had a good nice sleep just now !
feeling much better.
i feel so dumb this morning.
guess i was,, emotionally unstable ?
LOL.
i dunno.
just kept tearing.
couldnt control.
somebody ask me something,
i'd start.
BAHHS.
quite irritatting.
went to see the doctor.
he gave me this eyedrop thing.
on the bottle there's this sticker thing
which says ... POISON !
haha.
i'm putting poison into my eye ?
:D
anyway,
i've got 2 days MC.
but i think staying at home is just boring !
and i'll will my time away watching tv and vcd's.
i'm sure.
maybe i'll go to school on friday !
i think my mood now is much better than last nights,
and this morn.
i typed some dumb things last night !
but i deleted them away alrdy.
i think only CELESTE saw them
haha.

CEL:
hello my fiddle ! :D
haha. thankyou
i miss you alot ! ):
go out tog soon alrights
iloveyou !

2005-08-23T19:11:00.000-07:00

my eye hurts ):
it's all red and small and sticky now !
i dont know what happened exactly
but i think glue and bleach went into my eye.
this sucks.
today was horrible
terribly horrible.
the only happy thing is,
my table is clean.
free of scribbles and drawings and all.
and i have to thank isabel and shanshan.
they were the ones who drew on my table,
but they cleaned off everything for me.
even those that they didnt write
THANKYOU very much !
sigh.
i feel terrible.
i want to sleep but i can't

2005-08-22T15:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY AND RUIXIN AND JASMINE AND CHERMES ROCK !
oh my :D!
i'm so happy.
hahahaha.
know why? cos they helped me open up my right ear hole !
gosh, they're so pro.
they were like twisting and poking and pushing my ear today.
and jasmine kept shouting into my ear !
haha. that silly ape.
but my left ear's so stubborn.
it wont open !
oh wells,
my right ear's quite itchy and swollen now
and there was alot of pus and blood just now
haha.
at first they couldnt poke the earstick through my hole,
thn whn i got home, i used the earring xun gave me and poked through !
:D i'm wearing it now know !
yayye.

on saturday,
was stoning in front of the com !
wanted to go xun's house but there was nobody to go with me
plus, i didnt know how to get there !
jingyu had CIP until 6, and the rest couldnt go.
in the end, i met up with jingyu and xun to go for dinner together.
went to adam road food centre ! :D
aftr a while, siyi came to join us.
we ordered nasilemak and stingray and prata.
had quite a satisfying meal !
altho i think i ate abit too much X)
thn we went to xun's house !
i think her house is quite cozy.
haha. and very wooden.
as in like almost all her furniture and stuff are made from wood.
aftr that, went down to the playground, which was made of wood X)
and we all sat on the swing !
quite romantic !
awe. haha
left her house at 'bout 10 plus !
had a long walk out from there,
quite freaky (:
esp since xun said that her house used to be a cemetry X]
waited a LONG time for my 74 bus.
it was a double deck bus :D
i like.
but the upper deck was freezing cold !
so i went down to the lower deck.
haha.
reached home at about 11.30
(: i had fun today !
although it was kinda short.
next week, one more ?
:D
i <3 you three !

2005-08-19T00:16:00.000-07:00

WE WON ! :D
champs ! it feels nice to be first.
i`m really happy, i`m sure everyone is !
i'm so proud of US.
we've worked hard for this,
and now when we get the end result,
it's really quite satisfying !
awe.
WELL DONE :D

THANKS

seniors have been very supportive (:
they came down for all of our games and cheered for us !
and yest they gave us this nice .. gift?
i think it's really sweet and creative !
really like it alot :D
THANKYOU SENIORS !
and xun ! she gave all of us this crane that she
folded. and she wrote a little something on the crane's wings.
i got a yellow and orange one !
i think it;s really pretty and sweet !
she has been very encouraging.
:D THANK YOU XUN !
coach ! although i know he cant possibly read it,
but still..
i think he's a great coach !
and we couldnt have acheived this without him !
OF COURSE, all the players in the team !
all 20 of us, we rock (:
<3

i wont let those things affect me.
but i'm quite broken up inside.

2005-08-09T23:45:00.000-07:00

our dance was quite screwed !
oh no X( quite sad. shant talk about it.
celebration in the morn. quite boring and all.
sprayed alot of glitter on everybody`s hair !
after that, cabbed with cherms and jasape to ats !
the place was quite empty.
jasmine is so gullible !
tsk, haha !
we threw coins and made our wishes in the koi pond !
but i threw my coin into this bush thing !
X( bad aiming.
the school`s changed quite abit.
i miss the food alot !
awe.
anyway, went to j8 to have lunch.
met up with wei joanne zhonghan and douglas.
so it was celeste staf lydia zhiwei joanne huishan zhonghan yangyi and douglas.
celeste and joanne had to leave early so we sent them to the busstop.
watched seven swords after that ! its quite gory cos got bloodshed and stuff like that
but its quite cool overall? didnt really understand the first part,
and all the characters looked the same to me. :/
everybody started leaving after the movie.
leaving lydia zhiwei and me !
haha. we just talked and laughed alot.
joanne came and joined us after that too.
i`m glad i went out with them today !
we havent seen each other for quite long,
but we always have fun together !
X)

2005-08-06T22:35:00.001-07:00

back from the sports trip !
it was a lot of fun, i must admit.
even tho there were some parts i really hated!
abbytan,chang,siyi, estee vinnie and me got seperated from the team !
we had to bus with the swimmers cos there wasnt enough space ?
how sad X(
but we called each other and sang songs to each other !
(:
was quite disgusted by the living conditions when i first reached the village place.
i didnt want to go into the toilet at all !
went for the waterfall trek on the first day.
i think that was quite memorable !
the climb up the waterfall, i like !
very cool, cause we had to climb up these stones and all and help each other.
then we jumped into the water and splashed all about !
very fun ! but it didnt last very long !
we had to leave and trek back by the jungle.
haha ! almost everybody got bitten by leeches !
you dont feel anything when they suck your blood and climb onto you.
then when you pluck them out, blood starts flowing out and all.
at first i was also very frightened by them,
but i`m not scared of them anymore !
brave rite ?
its just the sucking blood part that grossed me out,
and the fact they are squishy and wormy. :D
the trek was quite long, could have died.
but i survived ! haha.
after that came back dirty and muddy, had to bath !
the toilet really stinked quite alot !
i didnt dare to bath alone, with the toilet so dark and full of insects and all.
so in the end i bathed with jingyu and becks !
haha. they can be my bathing partners !
we bathed together during the past two days. :D
the food there was not bad, and i learnt to tolerate the flies !
campfire was quite cute, altho we were quite maluated cos our group
kept pausing during our group cheer.
i think we said it too fast our smth.
then we had this fruit party.
quite dumb. haha.
i thought there would be all kinds of fruits but there were only rambutans !
lol !
anyway
i slept quite well at night !
shared a bed with becks. i gave up my bed to this primary gurl cos she was
quite reluctant to sleep up on the other bed.
i only woke up once,
but i couldnt get back to sleep after that.
i didnt know what time it was and everybody was still sleeping.
so i was like sitting up and hugging my knees.
the primary gurl beside me was breathing quite loud too.
but i managed to fall asleep after that.
second day, water activities
(obstacles over water)
i think i suck at balancing !
haha. i managed to keep quite dry at first,
but i got my whole self wet in the end !
cos we had to cross the river to get across to this particular obstacle.
then i got pulled in by abby cos she lost her balance !
haha. quite fun actually !
and jingyu`s legs were caught in the mud when she fell off the balancing log !
she couldnt get them out.
she managed to free her leg but
her shoe was like burried in the mud.haha.
after that the trainer managed to get her shoe out.
then he poured out the mud inside.
lol. funny.
after lunch,
we had to built this raft thing that can carry 5 people.
we all worked together and built this cute little raft.
used 6 wooden poles, 5 empty bottle like things, and alot of string !
haha. it sort of fell apart after the people sat on it.
and they looked super hilarious !
then went "swimming" with jingyu estee and liumin.
haha. i think we spent like 5 mins in the water only can.
(:
debrief, survey form, this little talk with our trainer
( he is so nice and patient ! :] )
then we set out for our seafood dinner !
whee. the food was DELICIOUS !
took some pictures and stuff.
haha. then booms. back to singapore !
i think i missed out on alot of details but i`m feeling quite sleepy now !
X)
basically, i think this trip was very enriching !
very good exposure, experience.
alot of memories created, new friends uncovered, deeper bonds forged !
really love SNhockey alot alot !
cheers !
<3

2005-08-06T22:35:00.000-07:00

2005-08-01T21:36:00.000-07:00

so many things happened ! its been a long time since i`ve blogged. firstly, xun`s back (: haha. quite out-dated news but i'm glad she's back ! went to buy sticks on saturday with her adalia and becks ! like finally ! ive been waiting to get my new stick since forever. and coach was really nice to come down and help us choose and get a discount. my stick is beautiful ! liyin loves it too ! i shall take good care of it, altho it already has a few scratches and dents. haha. the saturday outing was really fun ! we ate lunch, bought sticks, took neos, went swensens for ice cream and talked alot! i think the best part was the talking. we sat outside times bookshop with out bubbletea and just talked ! we were so engrossed in out conv that i didnt even know it was getting late ! i love that kinda feeling. its been a long time. (:
johor trip on friday ! anticipating it ! it sounds so fun ! cant wait cant wait !
today, had 3 tests ! like so stressful can? first geog timed piece. quite easy ! then, imran had a suprise class test. then our lit replacement test ! haha. training was okay.. i was trying to be auto ! haha. estee was also trying to be auto. we were both auto today ! haha. anyway, i think i must dribble better ! i will train hard (: hope we can get champs ! semis last fri, won stc 1-0. i think we were lucky ! stc put on a good fight. miss lim was quite .. disappointed? i think she expected more. she was shouting thru out the match ! after that she gave us a "motivational talk" told us we must play like champs and cannot keep counting on abby tan to put in the goals and bla. haiz. abby and audrey played really well ! actually everybody played relatively well ! i wish i can play like the seniors ! they`re really good and coach keeps saying that they're the best batch the strongest batch and all. which is true ! haiz. anyway ! hockey is a dangerous sport ! there was this girl from stc who got hit by us and two of her teeth dropped out ? she was sent to the hospital and had dunno how many stitches ! so scary. i think she`s very cute ! poor girl. abby was very guilty, but it was an accident. and everybody has a few cuts and scars and bruises from the games. haha. quite cool actually. :D

hockey c div;
just one final match ! we`ve been working and training so hard. lets fight for champs and make coach, the seniors, st nicks proud ! i know we can do it. anyway, i`m so proud we`ve gone this far. <3

2005-07-23T16:40:00.000-07:00

this is chermaine! ((: i know ure passwordS!

2005-07-10T21:48:00.000-07:00

im bored. this is taken from celestes blog. X)

1. TWO NAMES YOU GO BY:
jermaine !
jerm (s)
:/
2. TWO THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUTYOURSELF:
can i say everything?
4. TWO THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
the dark !
bugs and insects !
5. TWO THINGS YOU NEED EVERYDAY:
candy ! i have a sweet tooth !(:
my handphone
6. TWO OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS
hmmm..
simple plan
k one ? actually i only like JR but i kinda have a mental block now so, yup.
7. TWO OF YOUR FAVORITE KEYS ON THE KEYBOARD
J ! for my name and jr and jay ! :D
the space bar !
10. TWO OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
HOCKEY !
urm, slacking?
11. TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO REALLY BUY RIGHT NOW:
A NEW STICK !
dou yu vcd !
12. TWO CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
:/
zookeeper ? looks fun.. lol
i really dont know !
13. TWO PLACES YOU WOULD GO TO ON VACATION:
HAWAII !
JAPAN
15. TWO THINGS YOU DID YESTERDAY:
SLACK AND SLACK
16. TWO PERSONS THAT YOU MISS ALOT?
XUN!! (: i know she`ll be pleased to see this !
???
17. TWO FOODS THAT YOURE CRAVING TO EAT?
cheese fries !
pizza !
gosh. im really starving now !
18. TWO FAVORITE SUBJECTS IN SCHOOL:
urms..
maths? the maths tchrs are quite cute.. :X
art ! mr foo lightens up the whole mood !
19. TWO OF YOUR FUNNIEST MEMORIES IN SCHOOL?
URMS. mental block..

20. TWO PERSONS THAT COMES TO YOUR MIND NOW?
SHAWN YUE !
my mum.. she`s nagging away again.
21. TWO ELEMENTARY FRIENDS YOU LIKE TO SEE RIGHT NOW?
all of them ! really. X(
especially,
the nuts and numbers
22. TWO COLORS YOU LIKE?
GREEN !
black
23. TWO PLACES YOU LAST WENT TO?
NTUC? stocked up on tidbits again ! X)
swensens
24. TWO PERSONS YOU'D WANT TO kISS AND HUG?
shawn yue !
shawn yue !
26. TWO LAST THINGS YOU WERE IRRITATED ABOUT?
my homework
my mum nagging away
27. TWO LAST THINGS YOU CRIED ABOUT
i really cannot remember exactly !
urm.. the nkf show just now ? well just a little !
i dunno
28. TWO LAST THINGS THAT MADE YOU HAPPY?
hockey competition tomorow = early half hour dismissal !
i found dou yu in this vcd rental shop at united sq !
and the ost for 9.90 at sembawang !

:D

hmmms, i shall reply tags !
at the request of silly peixuan !
she`s my ally ! and im hher phanty and charlottes gator
haha. so cute right.

adalia and erica: good luck too ! (: we shall win this match ! cdiv rocks !
xun: i miss you alot ! come back come back ! X) still waiting for you to buy sticks with me and becks !
clarice: evil junior ! evil .. X) haha.
xuans: shoo you ! shawn yues mine mine mine ! go like your won bin ! dont come and steal MY shawn XP

2005-07-08T21:11:00.000-07:00

FIRST MATCH ON MONDAY !
nationals are here ! like so fast. X(
wish me luck !
i hope i dont screw up.
we`ll get to leave early at 1.30 !
haha.
and i shall get my revenge on cherm etc..
cos they left early for the jubilate concert
and they were like "bye jermaine" like to spite me and all
lol.

theyve moved on.
and so have i?

2005-07-02T07:32:00.000-07:00

gosh! i`m in love with dou yu ! i know that show is super old ! but i really love it alot ! its showing on channel 56 7pm ! ending already ! :( i shall go buy the vcd ! and the songs are very very nice ! go to http://www.warnermusic.com.tw/focus/va/the_outsiders/ and listen to bu gong ping !
guo pin chao is quite shuai .. i must admit. haha, i`m so sad he died !! i cried when i readabout his death in the forum ! i thought that he wouldnt die ! x( oh no/ i think i`ll cry alot on mon when they show his death ! i dont want him to die ! really. so dumb. oh and dou yu is based on this online story thing http://post.baidu.com/f?kz=1879985 its really good ! it made me cry. haha. i think i cry very easily can. haiz. sometimes i really dont want to cry and i try to ren3 ! but usually my tears will still drop. i really hate myself for this sometimes. i do want to be strong and not cry so easily? its kinda embarrassing when you cry, dont you think. haha. some people have never cried at all.. in the past months? i think i cry like everyday. haha. okay larh. maybe not so bad. but still ! i shall will myself to be stronger ! i will not drop a single tear in the next weeks ! yupp. but with effect after the douyu show. haha.

2005-06-30T19:17:00.000-07:00

bahhhhahas. i`m free of the burden of the class key ! yups. thats like so nice. (: no more running up to get the key in the morn. no more chasing everybody out and be the last one to leave then running back to try and be the first. then running up to return the key again. haiz. very stressful ! at first small fry didnt say anything about the keys. than, i was like :/ . and when i said qi li and xing li. she asked me not to say it anymore. let the new monitors say. so i was like.. okay. tho they were like quite blurred actually. haha. anyway the next day i really didnt want to have the keys anymore. so i passed the keys to yixin and asked her to discuss on who to keep the keys. haha. i know its like quite mean. but at least i got rid of the keys. haha. i`m free !
small fry changed our seating arrangments ! at first i was VERY happy about it cos i was sitting with liyin and pan. then the next day she changed pan away ! and now me and pan are both sad :( haiz. she always puts me to sit next to liyin ! haha. which is good thing ! but she abit the dumb lor. me and liyin have been partners for the whole year and yet she said this time she changed place is to let us make friends and all. i ithink she's blind. haiz.
hockey competitions are on the eleventh ! how scary is that ! very very. we got our new jersey ! the number 8 is so cute ! haha. and they jersey is very transparent. besides that. i bought the hockey shirt, fbt shorts (3), track suit and skirt. i think total is about90$? oh no. ): haha. well, i love hockey ! (:

went for the jubilate concert yest. it was quite good. haha. i saw wee siong there ! before that char pok and i went to eat pizza hut. then we went to my house ! haha. stupid mouse. then we went to meet koks at amk. then we trained down to tanjong pagar. we were like so mad on the train. lol. very funny ! after that went for supper with cherms and jas ape , char and koks at mos. i reached home like at 11.30 ? so late. haha, lucky my mum went to pick me. if not i`ll be frightened to death. today i`ve no school! :D happy day today i hope ! ,meeting liyin and wanyi and koks and cherms later ! haha. i`m feeling high. i love the cuckoos !

2005-06-23T23:29:00.000-07:00

BAHHHS, the holidays are ending X( that`s so sad. haiz. time pasts so quickly during the holidays ! i realised i watched alot of movies this holidays ! haha. want me to list out for you ? okay. i`ll be nice.

madagascar
star wars
my boyfriend is type B
ice princess
mr and mrs smith
alot like love
unleashed

and tomoro !! i will go and watch INITIAL D x) haha. i really cant wait ! my brother told me that it`s very nice and funny ! hmmms. i`m so excited ! haha.
today i watched alot like love. it`s okay only ! not as nice as i thought. it`s so draggy ! keep
on.. years later. haha, then i was a naughty gurl and went to meet lydia,wei,joanne, yongkun and eugene. my mommy didnt know. she didnt allow actually. but i sneaked there cos she left to eat dinner with her friends after the show. oh wells, i just wanted to see how the two guys looked. as in whether they have changed or not. and i havent seen JO for a very long time ! haha. X) but i didnt stay long. holidays ending in two more days! back to school! i have a bad feeling. cos i havent done my homework. worried worried! sighhhhh-- this whole hols, i`ve been concentrating alot on hockey ! 1 3 5 hockey. and smth after that i would stay back and do c.i.p and train somemore. haha. but i do love hockey alot ! and all the people in it(: ( including XUN!)

2005-06-21T07:48:00.000-07:00

WHEE ! HAHA. ALL THE SEC TWO`S MADE IT INTO THE TEAM (:
HAPPY, WE ARE ! YAY ! but i do feel kinda bad for the juniors. but,
they still have next year ! well, and congrats to those sec one`s who made it
in. work hard ! haha ! wednesday training was fun ! and our team won the match !
coach was like, the first to reach seven goals will win and he kept trying to spite the
other team to work harder. haha. was quite funny. and the new bibs are quite nice
i guess. (: xun`s fav colour, ORANGE. okay liu, i hear you. she says its yellow, but i think
it`s orange. haha after training, me liu, estee, siyi and adalia went to eat lunch together !
they ate alot ! haha. it was really yummy tho ! on the way back we were talking and laughing and flipping coins. and we kept on marching.. left left left right left. quite dumb rite ! haha. but
it was very amusing. went back to school, supposedly to do c.i.p but we ended up playing a two v two game. siyi went off to tampiness to buy her new shoes. she said she saw my shoe ! i wonder if she bought it ! hmm. after that, it got super hot. so we went into the d&t room. we were just lazing about ! I WAS READING MY I ZHOU KAN ! MY DARRHHLING`S IN THE COVER PAGE !

:D haha.

haha. i cant wait to watch initial D ! (:(:(:(:(:(: went back at about 4 with liu. we talked alot on the bus. haha. sigh ! i have homework to do ! ohno. you know what. i was so silly ! i thought the hols were until 30 th ? until today, my pianoteacher was like. "okay so i see you next week, next week school reopen already right, so same time 3.15 if not you`ll be late for your tuition..."
then i went "huh? havent yet what." and she pointed to the calender on my piano. and ! i was super shocked ! HAIYO. i thought still got one more week can? and now i`m rushing my work like mad. wonder how i can finish. seriously. i`ve playing too much ! tsk. better work hard !

2005-06-18T08:40:00.000-07:00

the sleepover was great! (:
after training on friday, rushed over to meet lyd and weii. haha. ate beef noodles at the food court and lydia was complaining on how it looked like shit. X) and she gave us this cute pigg figurine thing? haha. THANK YOU #SIX! took a train to habour front then the shuttle to sentosa. swam at the beach. then both of them wanted to suntan so we got onto this floating thing.. it was covered with moss!(the sides) gross! at first we were just relaxing and talking and all. then! this indian guy came over and said" hey you wanna see fish?" then he pointed to this ugly spotted fish eating the moss at the side of the floating thing. we all freaked lar! it`s really very disgusting! and thus we all didn dare to go back in the water. hhaha. after tht this group of guys started swimming towards us. they`re so fat kay! when they got up, the thing started turning. dumb. and they kept on f-ing away. and one of the guys got bitten by the fish! haha. serves him rite. he was irritatting. after dunno how long! i, being the brave jermaine, jumped off the thing, so as to motivate the two frightened ladies to come down. frankly, i was scared also! haha. finally we left that twirling platform with the bunch of irrritating guys. they spoilt the peace! then ! they asked us to come back and started to throwing their slippers around. very.. aa. haha. and they even threw the slippers at us? dunno wharts their prob lor. hmms. but we still had fun! we left the beach to look for staf at 5. but we were all dripping wet! we went to the shower area there to wash up and guess, we met them again. haha. we ignored them larh. took the shuttle bus, all three of us squeezed into two seats to habourfront to wait for staf. haha. then mission scare staf took place. mission was accomplished! (: went to staf`s house and had dinner. took a bath. washed the last eps of the 9oclock show. then went to shopnsave to buy our snacks! which we finished. haha. watched vcd`s, pigged out, took pics, talk, laugh until about 4am, and staf`s mum had to come in. staf started poking me and iwas laughing and digging my knees in her. haha. stupid staf. X) slept soundly till bout9.30, when the many alarm clocks woke me up. i woke up, went to brush my teeth and all. then read this mag. i went in and they were all still sleeping! i was like how bored? finally! wenyi woke up and went to wash up. but the rest were still asleep. so me and wenyi started to wake everybody up. haha. it kinda worked larh. (: hmmms. its 12:08 am already. i cant take it! i can think. shall continue tomoro kay!
haha. bye. i love us! the nuts and numbers. going high! yay! <3 <3

GURLS NIGHT OUT!

2005-06-13T07:14:00.000-07:00

2005-06-06T00:47:00.000-07:00

met weii, my taizi(:, at jeight at about 12:15.
was super unhigh then cos staf suddenly didn want to go anymore! she had bad stomach cramps!me and weii were super sianed so we decided to meet and.. discuss? haha. we ate mos and were desperately trying to reach celeste! we called her like a million times and she didnt pick up ! then, we trained down to cine cos we didn wanna stay at jeight. it`s a boring placeX)) but it`s our usual meeting place. haha. on the train we were both trying to convince staf to go. and we succeeded! haha. zhiweii is a sadist! she was laughing non-stop at this poor gurll who fell down cos these group of urmm guys? they wore this oversized gold outfit and were standing on stilts probably. then they were pretending to fall over on people. then the guy frightened tht gurl so much that she fell over. and zhiweii kept on laughing and laughing. haha. we wanted to go over but the guys disappeared to someplace. so we went to kbox to check out how much they charge and booked a room. then we jus walked all over the place, impatiently waiting for staf and celeste. we bought famous amos cookies! x) staf and cel reached cine(finally?) at about 2. then we stood in the middle of nowhere trying to convince cel and her cute jnr, called lydia, to go to kbox. They both didnt want to sing! in the end we pulled both of them up anyway. had a long wait after that! and celeste and her jnr like suddenly disappeared can? we were talking talking then ii suddenly went "where`s celeste?" haha. Turns out she went to grab a bite with her jnr.
we waited for like half and hr before we went in. the room was super cold. FREEZING. but i was smart enough to bring a jacket! haha. actually it was bcos i tot we were watching a movie.. i must have my jacket when i watch movies! if not i`ll feel, odd! but even with my jacket ii was still cold. imagine poor weii and staf w/o jackets? but ii was kind enough to let them wear !
for a while la. haha, weii kept on complaining she was cold and all. WHILE staf was busy eating the nuts! i tell you she cracks me up la! haha. the first thing she said when we entered the room was, " these nuts cost $5 so we must eat as much as we can then go refill and refill."anyway, me n weii were wondering why she didnt seem cold? so weii asked"you not cold meh?" staf nodded her head.. she was cold so she eats the nuts to try and not feel so cold? and while she was eating she kept on asking us why we didn eat the nuts! haha. she`s evil! eating her own kind. X) so we sang and sang and jumped on the seats and ate the nuts and froze for like 3plus hours. haha, had alot of fun! haha. met up with cel aftr tht. then we took neos and walked arnd for a while then we had to go home :( hahaha. <3.<3.<3 life is fun with them!
sleepover on fri! (:

2005-06-04T08:22:00.000-07:00

wheee! celeste is my cute lil dwiddle!
and i`m her cute lil fiddle!
fiddleanddwiddle//
we rawk rawk!
haha. ILOVECELESTE!
and we`re going out tmr!
hurray(:
sleepover on fri+kbox!
i`m looking forward to it!

lalala!

arghhh.

2005-05-24T05:27:00.000-07:00

i`m getting very irritatted by them. HER.
I dont know what`s wrong with me. i just cant help it.
haii. i was being very moody the whole day.
didn realli enjoy today . :(
blahhs.
and eug is angry with me.
tho i dunno why.
pan says it`s bc0s i always dao her.
do i?
maybe i do unintentionally smths.
HAII.
my life is so screwed up X(
well maybe not all tht screwed..

i cant wait for the holidays! i dont have to see her.
i`m really looking forward to the nuts and numbers sleepover at staf`s house!
we havent gone out since like dunno when!
haha. i` m sure we`ll have as much fun as the other time.
wheee.
ilovemyrabbits(:
they`re so keaii.
they nv fail to make me smile and laugh!
wish they could talk.
haha.

2005-05-21T07:58:00.000-07:00

http://www.whichisworse.com/ seriously rawks! go check it out kays. very entertaining. haha. or you can go to www.bored.com (:
yay. i`m going high with celeste! we`re talking bout initial D and SHAWN(: and her edison. hhaahahaha. we`re mad. i cant wait! the three big cuties (: whee. haha. i`m feeling so excited suddenly. i`m crappingXP

2005-05-18T07:42:00.000-07:00

i realised i havent updated my blog since like 2 weeks ago? haha, i`m a busy person kays. it`s true! well guess what! i did well for my maths test! haha. at first i was only hoping to pass.. but! i got an a2(: not bad eh. well i did put in alot of effort! i went for remedial and studied and revised alot. haha. my hard work paid off. today was so unbelievable. noe what, small fry treated me to a drink! hahahaha. so funny. this morn, went to the canteen to buy drinks. then i met small fry at the drink stall! i said zao an and all, i was going to pay for my drink then she asked me to get a packet of milk from the fridge there. so i went to take. but when i came back, she told me she paid for me already. i wanted to pay her back but likei didnt have any coins so i gave her a five dollar note. then i dunno what she said but she walked off smiling. after tht in class i gave her a dollar coin but she was like "bu yong.. bu yong" so i went orh and then she told me to cut my nails -.- haha. it is quite long la. haiz. lessons were boring! esp before recess. and cherms jas ape and linny were trying to convince me to go for their concert. haha. but i was still boredd to tears. blahhs. i dont understand chem! >.<>

I WANNA GET IN THE TEAM!

I WILL GET INTO THE TEAM!

GO JERMES

2005-05-03T20:50:00.000-07:00

haha. today was so.. i hate napfa larhs. why do i always have to cry during napfa? last year i cried cos i didnt take the tag and i had to rerun the 6 rounds. but it was okay.. cos i wanted to rerun, cos i tot my timing was so lan. and 1L was so nice! they made the banner for me and cheered me on! this year? i hate sit ups! i wish there was no sit ups in napfa. i totally suck at them! and i was trying so hard.i think i strained my stomach muscles lor. it was so super painful aftr i finished doing them, felt like somebody stabbed them with a knife. lol. and to think i didnt even .. HAII. depressing. thankyou everybody who comforted me! (: i shant talk about it! aftr tht went home with ahma(val) and char. both of them cheered me up alot alot. haha. valerie says tht my sorrow disappears very quickly. bcos i was laughing and joking w the both of them aftr tht. haha. and bcos i said tht the new 76 double deck was ugly, she started scolding me lor! she was like. i shouldnt have comforted you just now, should let you drown yourself to death and all tht. stupid gurl! she`s obssessed with 76`s double decks. haha. tht`s why char calls her double decky ah ma! We went to macs and i shared a meal with her. on the bus i wanted to take a picture of both of them. taking a picture with ahma is so hard ! she kept on laughing at dunno wht and in the end, when we finally took the picture, she DISCARDED It. and she didnt even noe it! i was like, where`s the photo? den she said, i dunno! i didnt even do anything, i JUST discarded it. !! lol. so stupid la. lalala. i love my new phone! (: it rawks! well. quite. haha. i think the look of my phone is cool! yay. oh! and today liyin drew the cuckoos! it looks super nice. esp jazzgurl! hahahaa. fat and smelly XP liyin is so talented lor! if only i had half of her drawing skills! but she`s irriatting and lame too! (: and i think the 9'0clock show just rocks! altho no liang yi. haha, nudge`s liyin. bye! i`m gonna go watch it! today`s eps is exciting. wooah. lol! i think today`s post is alittle funnny n irrelevant. ahaha. :D byebyebye.

2005-04-23T22:03:00.000-07:00

wheee! sly came to my school on friday!(: he`s like so super skinny! and quite cute. haha. but cherm, i still prefer my aragon. XP and cherm and suzanne got to shake his hand! i was so jealous. bleaghhs. was damn tired aftr tht.. i was so worn out cos i was so excited and screaming and all. didnt feel like gng for training. haha. but i`m glad i went! ran 4 rnds for warm up.. did dribbling and all. den aud went to ask coach to allow us to play some games and stuff. and he agreed ! haha. quite shocking. so we played h20! haha. ii love tht game! it`s super cute. at first coach and mr ng were just watching us. den aftr awhile dey joind in! lol. super amusing to see coach running. and see coach and mr ng chasing each other! i forgot what else we did.. haha. forget it. it was just nice.
aftr training, went home with renee and issy. both of them are so cute! haha.
today.
went to the njc open house. was like half and hour late cos of my stupid father. shant explain. anyway. met eug, jas, kmy and chermms at amk station. den we took 74 to njc.. met linny and michelle and pan there. haha. yepp. had loadsa fun. left arnd 2 plus. den took a bus down to some shopping centre. haha. me and cherms and linny were laughing at the name sherwoods towers. went to popular, bought our scrapbook. and cherms bought elle cos she liked the bracelet tht came with it! so cuckoo. tht mag is gross. you shouldnt buy it. haha. we learnt some 'new stuff'. haha. lunched at pizza hut and we got freaked out by this weirdo. the attendant there was super scary! haha. but then agn quite amusing. we were all laughing at him! then went to linny`s hostel to do our project. I LOVE HER HOSTEL! it absolutely rawks! i wish i could live there. sighh. it`s BEAUTIFUL! haha. sat at this small table and did our work and just pigged out. but we couldnt concentrate for long. haha. we went exploring her hostel and modelling. so dumb! haha. but it was super fun . den ate dinner at the dinning hall there. and we met sinyee! :) she`s so silly! smacks her head.* the food was nice. the best veggies ever. :D aftr dinner we did all sorts of stupid things and embarrassed ourselves. lol. today was loadsa fun! we shall go back to linny`s hostel to do our project work the nxt time! whee. the cuckoos are so amusing. (: love em.

2005-04-13T05:38:00.000-07:00

i love my new sitting position! (:
turn to my right, got char and kok to sing with me
turn to my left, got chermaine
turn back, got liyin wanyi and linwei.
haha. they are all so amusing.
love em!
the only bad thing is,
naughty rat, or WANYI
likes to vent her fustration on me!
waah.
i used to laugh at liyin bcos wanyi always kicked her chair
now i`m the oneee!! sighh.
wanyi laughs like a washing machine X)
and i know her DARK secret!
mwahhahahas!
bleahhhs.
loveher.
haha.

2005-04-09T00:08:00.000-07:00

today regi came up with the new seating arrangements.
it was a total mess in the class.
everybody choosing their seats and all.
haii.
but ii like my present seat.
got liyin to entertain me.
haha.
anyway. i seriously doubt small fry will approve of the new arrangement
nope. she DEFINATELY wont
at least i think so.
she`s so super irritatting, sometimes i carnt stand it.
she`s like a hawk! watching our class ALL the time during assembly.
can always see her staring at us.
cant even talk abit.
and she keeps complaining about the cleaniness of our class and everything.
her lessons are terribly boring too.
sighh.
xun`s gone to uk..
and now i`m the one saying class stand.
liyin keeps asking me to shout louder.
i thought my voice was loud enough.
apparantly not.
smths i have to say it like 2 times,
before everybody stands.
other times i forget to say.
and everytime i hear myself saying.,
i will cringee!!
cos i think i sound weird.
so dumb la.
sighh.
begged regi to take over
and she agreed!
yay
haha.

aftr school.
training!
i love training
haha.
it was fun, as always.
and the weather was good!
cos it just rainedd.
(:
haii.
too badd xun`s gonee!
i want her back!!
oh. and wannyi created our clique.
named us aftr animals.
hmmms.
go to her blog for more info.
lol.
BYE!

2005-03-27T17:26:00.000-08:00

hahhs.
been a while since i`ve blogged ehhs.
:)
thursday!
badd day. :(
youu shld noe..
came back from school and started watching lotr!
thanksspan!!
she lent 1&3 to me
so i`ve the whole set!
hahahahhaha.
watched the first one,
then the second!
(:
aragon is so braveee!
cant stand ittt!
i think i`m stupidly crazy
took lotsa screen shots of him
hahaha. shall show them off on friendster.
yeahh.
friday.
went to chermms house to do project
ended up crapping pigging out and playing icytower!
lols.
we are in lovewith tht dumb game laa
took turns to play and kept trying to make each other die
linweii was extremely excited at the mere mention of..
FOOKIT.
lol. she`s so amusing!
didn really do much but had a lot of funn.
plus! we sneaked a peak at cherms bra collection
lol.
saturday.
xunn`s farewell outing
was watchin the return of the king halfway
when xunn calledd.
so i stopped my poor vcd and went to change and met them
hahas.
was thinking about it the whole time i was gng there and all.
i`m mad.
yepp
met them and wenta swensens.
ate my lunch while they ate their icecreams
haha. tookmanymanystupid pics
and aud was so piig!!
hahhaha.
she kept trying to put chocolates into estee`s glass of water
and!
estee ended up spilling the whole glass.
so,adalia gave her glass to estee.
AND audreyy polluted the water AGN
lol.
so adalia asked for another glass.
so stupidd larh
and the water spilt on audreys New bag.
then wenta walk walk.
bought new black hockey socks (:
bought bubbletea on the way to heeren
i still likebubble tea kayys.
and wenta this fashion!
helped xunn and erica choose their skirts
haha.
xunn bought her first skirt!
yeahh.
all of us were wearing skirts.
took neos at heeren
turned out super plain
remind me nv to take tht machine.
haha.
then yuai and siewmin came.
walkwalked
siyi came
walkwalked
edeline came
meanwhile ii was tryinh to convince my mummy to let me stay for dinner!
yupp.
i made such a big sacriface cann!!
i told her i would not go out for the rest of the mth
if she allowedd me to eat..
okayy.
so she`s quite smart
she said ii could eat dinner.
but i cannot go out for the rest of the TERM!!
wadddtheee!!!
the term just startedd laa.
but i said okay
sighh.
so sad rite.
dinner.
15 pple came.
hahaha.
it was super funn
ate at marche.
then wenta take neos.
was squished by edelinee!!
lol. turned out quite cute though.
first neos with my snrs (:
reached home at like 10.30
got big lecture from mumm
sighh.
anyway.
i think it`s worth it bahhs.
i hope.

2005-03-21T16:32:00.000-08:00

ARAGON IS SO shuaii!
cannt stand it.
he`s like so brave so cool so shuaii so cute!!
haii.
i`minlovewithhim!(:
pan also!
haha
i`m in the comp lab now.
and pan and me were raving bout him and all.
with cherm s stuck in the middle.
hehhs!
he`s just so cute.
lordoftherings rawk!

2005-03-12T20:56:00.000-08:00

wahh!
feeling so happy noww.
today was supersuper funn!
met wei and lydd at j8
our usual meeting place.
haha
we were all late cann!
suppossed to meet at like 11?
den ended up meeting at 11plus.
went to cine to watch a series of unfortunate events!
it rawks. :)
before tht we went to 7-11 and bought a truck loadd of snacks.
haha. and guess what!
we didnt finish it.
lol.
aftr the movie,
walked over to heeren
saw some pple break-dancing.
yepp. it was so cool.
lydd n wei were like so fascinated cann
haha. they`re both obssessed wid it.
took the free coke they handed out too.
then took neos.
and youu noee wat!!
i spilt coke on the machinee!
waaaa-!!
felt so guilty lor. ><
walked to taka aftr tht
on the way there we took balloons. (:
i took a pink one, lyd took purple and wei took a tranparent one.
haha. we looked spastic !
and the balloon was like so toublesome la.
kept hitting our heads and bumping into other pple.
lol. made us so paisehh.
aftr thinking for like superlong,
we decided to go to plaza sing.
went to the arcade! haha.
lyd and wei were stuck watching the drummer!
and i was trying to pull them away.
haha.
ehh! boys take note!
lydia wants a drummer boyfriendd.
got the hint?
lol.
den went all the way back to j8.
ate dinner at pastamania.
den we set our balloons free! (:
but the stupidd wind blew my balloon towards the tree.
and it got stuck there ):
haha. so if youu see a pink balloon on a tree near the mrt at j8
thats mine. :)
then wei walked home and i took 88 wid lydd.
haha. wei was so funny la.
she called lyd`s hp.( my fone ran outta batt.)
then made us chat wid her all the way until she reached home.
lol. scareddycat! just like me.
called my maid and asked her to pick me up at the busstop.(:
haha. had ALOT of fun today.
ilovethemmALOTALOT.
carnt wait for friday! X)

haha. wait. i`m not done yet!
aftr that my neighbours came overr.
i played till like 2plus?
den wenta sleep
cos aftr tht dey were watching soccer.
which could have bored me to death.
anyway. aftr tht i feel asleep and awoke suddenly at like 6 plus?
and i was feeling very scared.
i dunnoe why also.
all the ghost stories and horror show images started flooding my mind.
and my pillow was on the floor!!
i wanted to go pick it up,
but i was too scaredd!
the whole time i was scared i would see or hear something.
but likely i didnt . X)
was singing songs in my headd to make myself ..not so scared.
haha. very silly cann.
was hoping my maid would wake up and off the aircon in my room!
and finally she did. haha. i was so relieved la.
she opened the door den i immediately got up and said "auntie!"
haha. den i picked up my pillow and wenta sleep. :)
lol. i`m so stupid.

2005-03-09T19:17:00.000-08:00

youu`ve changedd.
youu dont even bother a simple hi.
youu dont bother to ask me about my life.
we dont talk anymore.
i`m sick of always being the first to say hi,
being the first to start the conversationn.
why cant youu be the onee!
i thought we were best friends.
i thought we were supposedd to be friends forever?
but why dont youu care anymore.
i`m sadd that this friendship is slowly dying.
maybe it`s b`cos we`re all busyy
and we all have our new friends now.
whatevr it is.
if youu truly cherish our friendship,
youu would havee done something to salvage it.
but no! youu didnt.
meeting up once a month is not enoughh to narrow the ever-widdening gap between us.
we`re like total strangerrs.
at least that is what i feel
i dunn wan it to end like this.
i wann our friendship to continue budding!
typing this wont help anything.
that i noe!
but i need to say thiss.
i noe we will not be able to go back to what we were..
thats what saddens me.
maybe its time to move on.

2005-03-02T19:26:00.000-08:00

fionn!!
i`m sorry for not listening to your side of the story
and blamingg youu..
i didn`t mean it!! i`m sorry sorry sorry.
dont be angryy kayys!
yoo`re my guainuer!
so shouldnt blame your mama kayys.
:)

vivien,
calm down and dont be so qi4 too kayys!

anyway
haha. got back my chinese paper today!
:D
i passed.
at first i got 24.5/50
and i was so angry!
half more mark den can pass le!
then later chermy found out
small fry gave the zao ju marks wrongly!
she tot the full marks for zao ju was 2/2 for 1qn
but it was 5/5!
and so i got 9 marks moree!!
the whole class was like clapping and cheering
and at first i was so blur cann.
i tot the full marks was3/3
and i would only be able to add 3 marks
so i was like okayy..
3marks. but then i didnt understand why the rest was so happy
den i found out is plus9 marks
hahahaha.
33.5/40!
not badd ritee.
i`m just happy i passedd.

training today was fabb.
the weather was fabb
loveed it
training nowadays are super funn :)

2005-03-01T01:14:00.000-08:00

wahh!
love my new skinn.
haha. it`s alittle too messy tho.
i`ll try neaten it up when i have the time.

got back my maths test!!
woottts
so terribly happy. ((:
i passedd with flying colourss!
i`ve nv done so well in mathss!
26/30
yeahh.
haha
thanks to mr wong la.
he`s nicee!
i have always flunked my maths.
so it`s a nicee change.
yepp.
but i`m scared bout my chinesee!
small fry`s giving it back to us tomoro!
wish me luckk bahhs.
seriously hopeee i dont fail!

mollyleong has horrible mood swings
she was so fierce during science todayy
she`s scary!
and i noe vivien "quarrelled" wid herr.
vivien`s so darn brave!
made molly speechless.
i think the whole of 2grace hates her?
haha. michelle was complaining the whole time during recess.

anyway.
aftr school wenta pizza hut wid char and val.
they`re so cuckoo. haha ((:
took so long to finish our food cos we kept laughing cann
they`re super funny!
hahaa.
and kindd me paid half for val`s meal !
i`m so nicee. ((: haha

i`m off! :D

agreatjumpstarttothenewmonth

2005-02-25T21:21:00.000-08:00

havent been updating for a long time.
too lazy to blogg. X)
firstly! MISS CHAY`S GONEEEE!
i`m so super devastatedd
she owe`s me mark chay`s signatureee!!
ARGHH!
i was pestering her the whole time the other dayy
she must have tot i was madd :(
nvm! she invited 2J to go out ,
and so i shall continue to pester her then. (:

prefects invest,
it was super boring and i was so nervous !
emain, shujen, jenna and me were incharge of interacting with the other prefects from the other schools..
youu noe like say hi and make them feel at home and all.
so i was like hii and what school are youu from and how old aree youu
and then!
STUCK
nothing else to say..
for almost ALL themm.
i said the same thing like probably a hundred timees cann.
but some of them were realy nicee !

the st joseph convent twosome were super chatty! (:
the nanyang and st marg`s were nicee too.
the two cedar pple were so polite lorr!
i said hello to them and they immediately stood up,
shook my hand and said, nice to meet youu.
hahaa. found out they were sec2`s and that they knew lyddie, cel and staf
cool eh! (:
didnt really talk to the other male peeps though.

hahaa.
ilovethe chicken dance!
it`s so cutteee!
me and siyi were dancing it during training! hahaa

GEQIAN rawks
久未放晴的天空　依舊留著你的笑容　
哭過
卻無法掩埋歉疚風箏在陰天擱淺　
想念還在等待救援　我拉著線
複習你給的溫柔暴曬在一旁的寂寞　
笑我給不起承諾　怎麼會怎麼會你竟原諒了我
我只能永遠讀著對白　讀?我給你的傷害　
我原諒不了我　就請你當作我已不在
我睜開雙眼看著空白　忘記你對我的期待　
讀完了依賴　　我很快就離開

loveejayy! (:
i criedd when i listened to it on pann`s mp3
i was like i`m going to cryy

then my tears started flowing out
i noe i`m dumb but i couldnt help it ..
pan and meiying were like so shocked
they went jerm are youu all rightt and all.
haha. i was laughing AND crying at the same time.
weirdd!
it`s super nice. loveit

ilove todayy. (: got to miss half a day of lessons!
then still got free food. hahaa
training was funn too.
nicedayy.

2005-02-18T23:38:00.000-08:00

i`m sick! ><
it feels terriblee cann.
i carnt breath properly and there`s that silly wheezing noisee sometimes.
i`m losing my voice too! the teachers were so nicee today!
all of them gave us time to study for the test! (: haha.
the chinese test todayy SUCKED! madee poor xunn cry. i didn do a few qns too. i`m gonna FLUNK it! awww. and val was complainin to me about it too. alot of us didn finish it. so pigg.
received the tie and badge today.. i still dunnoe how to tie it! haha.
didn train too, but mrs chan said that i couldnt sit there if not mslim would scoldd.
so she asked me to go homee.
but! i didn`t feel like goin homee yet, so went to the library wid my jnr hu was also sick.
met linweii! (: then we both sharedd a comp. laughin at wannteos blog post like madd. she`s so cutee cann!but shee criedd today cos of her stomach crampss, on and off. and sometimes laughedd at our silly jokes.. esp liyin`s lame jokess! haha. i think it was really painful cos she just kept crying. liyin,linwei and me didn noe whadda do ! hahaa. stupid liyin forcedd her to swallow the pill which was broken into half! and she swallowed the pill forr the first time in her lifee! (: cool eh! hope she`s alright noww. get well soon mortal! your angel will watch over yoo! haha.
then the librarian chasedd us out at 5. wenta the canteen and decided to eat orangebowl!
BAD CHOICE! i was like coughing non-stop eatin it! the chilli was burning my throat ! had to order two cups of drinkk cann. lol. made my sorethroat worsee. i`m so dumbdumbdumb. nicelinwei helped mee eat it cos i really couldnt stand it. thankks! (: and she put back my bowl for me too. haha. den stayed wid her cos she had a scholars dinner or something. so funn! first was playing the piano, wid linwei complaining cos i kept playing the wrong notes. then helped to prepare the food for the dinner! not really actually.. but i helpedd to peel the oranges and place them nicely on the platee! (: haha. den walked back home in the rain wid jiawei. she kept splashing water at my feet cann. made my shoes all blackk. i hatee my throat now. it`s so painful.. haha. just finished watching survivor.. it`s still the same-old survivor and i don`t see any changes but it rawks! going my cousins house tomoro! (: the rich cousins. carnt wait to see their doggie again! yeahh.
tata!
lovelovelove!

2005-02-15T07:12:00.000-08:00

happy valentine`s day! (:
hahaa. i lovee today!
all the presents and everything.
ilovepresents. X)
hahaa. lotsa sweets and chocolates! shall take my own SWEET time enjoying them :)
hmmm. ilove flowerrs! got a cute lil sunflower. it`s so pretty ! orangey and yelloww. i lovee it! althoo it`ll probably die in a few more days..
anyway thanks for all the pressies and everything peeps.
loveeloveloveeee!

todayy.. not a good dayy.
small fry came up to me n said what she made me the public correspondent something.
smth to do wid journalism. so dumbb cann! shee asked me whether cannn or not. den i was like "uhh..." den she said i didn have a choice cos she already submitted my name. WHAT THE! felt like smackin her can? -.- i cant even writee and she asked me to be that? siao la. anyhoww go andd choose. felt so angry lorr. as if bein a monitor is not badd enuf. she obviously doesnt like me cann? i hatee her. whateverr. got scolded many times todayy! felt so irritatted la. anyway. today`s house meeting was disastrous. a badd start. sighh.. everythings goin haywired. got a pile of work to do and projects unfinishedd. plus the 2 common tests this week. STRESSED. feel like dying.

2005-02-10T21:17:00.000-08:00

i`m dumbb la.
i deletedd my bloggie in a fit of anger and i didn savee my templatee!!
den aftr that i wantedd my blogg back! cos i missed it.
haha. so had to go search forr a new skinn and everythingg.
stupidd. i shall nv be so chong dong..
learnt my lesson! :)

oh ya!went with chermss to buy shoes on mon.haha
we bought the samee one but different colour
i bought blue! and duh, pinkified cherm bought pink. hahaa.
she looked so pinkified on tues can, wore all pinkk!
shirt pink, skirt pink, shoes pink, socks pink, rubberband also pink! -.-"
haha, anyway
i bought my first skirt on sunday!
it`s the only one in my cupboard. haha
wore it on tues as requestedd by some peeps. (:
it was so loose la! kept dropping and all. so dumbb.
felt so insecure. but i wore shorts insidee. haha. not so badd.
new year celebrations on tuess!
was quite funn la.
i had to dian ming! so luan lor. everybody sittin at dif places
but i still did it anyway, with regina larr. :)
couldnt have done it w/o her.
den we both ran to put it back in the general officee and ran backk to take the stuff to dress yimin for the fancy dress thing. i was like so bz for the first half an hr of the celebration la.
missed out on the mass thing.
but it wass quite borin laa.. haha
glad i missed it actually. sorryy!
aftr dat me n regina wenta help yimin get ready for the fancydress competition thingy.
haha. funn!! i helpedd to gel her hair! althou it didn really look like the chicken`s head thingy.
but at least i tried la. :) i think she`s so ke lian lorr. had to parade in fronta the whole school..
sighhh. didn win the competition. but it was funn anyway.

aftr that took a taxi to j8.
nice cherm,juls n cheryl followed me!
they`re so nicee! lovee themm. thankiess
bought the cake and lighter and hurried to ats!
haha. sang the bday songg to lyddiee.
she was like so embarrassed la. :)
hope she liked her pressie anyway.
haha. i saw pple that i havent seen for like a year?
yepp. happyhappy. miss tan looks the same .
but alot of other pple havee changed ..
i dunno whther its for the better but anyway,
pple always change.
this post is like so superlong laa..
and i shall stop here cos i`ve to go. :)
shall continue another time bahhs.
hahaa.
loveelovee

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2005-02-07T06:05:00.000-08:00

piggish